Lost In Memories ||NH||

Chapter 12: Birthdays and Surprises?

It was finally my birthday. I was so excited. Everybody was here but they were all setting up for my party so I was alone right now. Niall or Harry were going to come pick me up in a hour so I was currently getting ready. Speaking of Niall, we are still at the same place we were a week ago. Friends? Since then we have shared one kiss. I thought about if for a while and I guess I was leading him on a bit so I kept my distance. I was sitting in my bathroom curling my hair when I heard the door bell ring. Whoever it was picking me up they were about 30 minutes early. I grab my robe and put it around my body walking toward the door. I open it and I see a smiling Harry. I was a little disappointed that it wasn't Niall because I hadn't seen him all day but Harry will do. "Your like 30 minutes early." I tell him as I let him into my flat.

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." he said. I gave him a funny look and he looked nervous.

"Alright, I have to finish getting ready so come to my room." I tell him. He follows behind me and he sits on the toilet seat as I continue to curl my hair. Harry stares at me intently. Okay something must be wrong, Harry is never this quiet. "Harry.." I say as I set down the curling iron. "What's wrong?"

Harry sighs and he looks down at the ground. "I-I think." he stops and he puts his hand in his hands. I walk over to him and rub his back. "I think I am gay." he tells me. I was a bit taken back by this. How could he be gay? He has loved girls so much? I am okay with him being gay but when did he decide this?

I was quiet for a few moments and Harry started to cry. "You hate me now don't you." he says as he cries.

"What? Harry no! I honestly couldn't care less on who you loved, love is love. As long as your happy and whoever you are with treats you right, I will support it no matter what."

"Really?" he asks looking up at me. I nod. Harry pulls me in for a tight hug and I smile. "I love you Harry and I will no matter what." I say as I pull away from the hug. He smiles at me.

"Thank you." he whispers. I nod Harry kisses my cheek. I get up and continue curling my hair. "Harry can I ask you a question?"

"You just did." he says with a big smirk. I glare at him and he laughs. "Yeah ask me a question."

"When did you realize you were gay." I ask. "You don't have to tell me if your not comfortable."

"No, no its fine, I um, I kissed um, Louis." he mumbled. "Around 2 weeks ago, I felt something spark when we kissed and I had never felt that with any one I have ever dated or kissed." he tells me. "And Louis isn't too bad looking." he adds the last part with a wink. I smile at him. I then I put a few pieces together, that's why Louis has been so distance with El... "But I can't really do anything about it cause he is with Eleanor.." he tells me. I nod. I finish getting ready and I take the robe off revealing my dress.

"You look lovely." Harry says.

"Thank you." I say in a posh accent laughing at myself. I am so silly. I was wearing a white flowy dress that went a little passed my knees. I was wearing purple pumps. I don't know why I just needed some color. My hair was in a half ponytail and the rest was curled. My makeup was just smokey eye.

"Hey Harry, do the other boys know about you?" I ask as we walk toward the door.

"Your the first person I told." he says.

"I feel so special." I say as I take his arm and he leads me to his car he rented while here. We get in and he starts driving. "How are things with Lou?" I ask.

"Different, he has been more distance with all of us. I think Eleanor too. He never talks to me. Only if we are around the boys or if he has too. Oh, and please don't tell anyone." He says sadly.