Gamzee x Reader: Useless Apologies

He bowed his head, tears welling in his eyes. It's been a year since the incident. Since he ran out of slime. Since he... he killed you.

Purple tears trailed down his face, soft sobs escaping him. He didn't mean to. He just couldn't control himself.

His sobs became louder as he recalled the expression on your face. The fear in your eyes as he brought the club down. You, his loving matesprite, had died at his hands.

"I'm sorry..." his voice cracked, barely above a whisper. "I'm so, so sorry (y/n)..." He let his head fall into his hands, his shoulders slumped as tears dripped to the floor.

You couldn't bear to see him like this. You stood faithfully beside him, just as you always have. His sobs reached your ears, shattering your heart into a million pieces. If only he knew that you forgave him. You reached an invisible hand out towards him, attempting to place it on his shoulder, only to have it fall through. You are a spirit after all.

You stepped around him, kneeling before him as he sat on his knees.

"Flushed for you, Gam." you whispered to him, knowing there was no way for him to hear you. But it brought you a bit of peace to say it.

He lifted his head from his hands, staring straight ahead at you, or rather, through you. His face bore an expression of shock and relief and he smiled weakly.

"Flushed for you too, (y/n)..."

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