Trapped within the bloody moon

Chapter 1: lovers hope

"Blah-blah-blah." I say looking a Vencerz. "But we can't go, you are need here!" He yells. I look up at him sharply. He slaps a hand over his mouth, obviously kicking himself mentally. "And why am I need here? I am not need here, my cormad needs me. I am in love and I can't take the pain." I purr, almost pounding my fists on the table. I sigh. Vencerz looks concerned, and so he start pacing. Classic Vencerz. "Fine we will sneak out of the castle, but we are bringing Allecer, and Teekon." He says. Two of the guards. I look at him. "Fine, but I need them to swear, swear that they will listen, and obey me, and my every command. I will not put my cormad in danger." I hiss, already feeling attached to my cormad. No one will hurt her, no one, or they will wake up in hell. Promising to devil- promising that he will have a prize, or a new soul to play with. Vencerz is starting at me. I instantly put up a mental block. "We will also bring Saveg." I say, challenging him to say no-there was no way I was going to my cormad with out my wild, rambunctious friend. "Fine." Vencerz says. And I can't help but grin, the hole in my chest will be sealed, finally, the pain will be gone, leaving nothing but happiness in its wake. Vencerz is still staring at me. I usher him out and order the guards to fetch me Saveg. Two of them still stay-still guarding my door.

Saveg walks in and scoops me up, dancing around the room. I smile and try to clam him down, but he is older by about a hundred years, so I can't stop him as he bounces around and round the room. "Okay-okay, come on I need your help, we are sneaking out the castle and you are coming with me." I say putting a hand on his shoulder. He gives me a look. I stop blocking my thoughts. He smiles, "better. Now when and how are we doing this?" He says, the smile never slipping of his face. Like hell if I know. He adds. Telling me in my head. We are bringing Vencerz, Allecer, and the wolf-Teekon. I say replying quickly. He inhales sharp, and doubles over, shaking from laughing. I start too, his laugh is contagious. "Ok... Okay. Alright and are we bringing anyone else I should know about?" He asks after our laughing fit. I think for a moment. "Nope" I reply. I can barely think-a cormad-my cormad. I correct myself. I'm so excited. Suddenly a sharp pain hits me.

I freeze. Oh my god. What if she gets hurt before I get there? What if I'm to late? Suddenly I can't breathe, I just can't. I'm panicking. Are you ok? Saveg asks, laced with concern. "Prince? Prince? It will be ok. He is having a panic attack. Quick help me get him to a healer." A new voice says. A panic attack those can be dangerous to vampires. Driving them to madness if not helped. They rarely happen to royals. I double over and agony hits me. My cormad. I can't think. I can't-I need my cormad. Need her, need her to come into my life. Hand are lifting me and laying me on something. Someone grabs my head, gently shakes my head. I open my eyes that I hadn't realized I closed and was looking into a older healer. Her hands a like sand paper, rough but thin. "Is he okay?" A voice asks urgently. Saveg. I turn my head, only Saveg and the healer are in my room. A cool damp rag hits the side of my face. A stinging spot hurts immediately after. I sit up instantly. "He" a pause. "Will be fine, a minor panic attack." She moves about her bag, and pulls out three things and starts mixing them and smashing them. "Here take this" she says, handing me a pill that is filled with fresh anti-attack. I swallow it dry. After a minute the pain slows then stops. I breathe a sigh of relief and think. If she were dead I'd be gone on the other side of the cliff. The healer leaves. Bidding Saveg to come on get her if I get worse. I lay down, and concentrate on breathing. In-out. In-out. In-out. "Are you ok what?" Whispers Saveg. I nod. "What was it about?" He asks softly. I shake my head, I do not want to talk about it, at all. I look at Saveg. "We are leaving tomorrow. Get Vencerz, Teekon and Allecer. I leaving with or with out you." I say unable to forget the thoughts that keep circling in my head. I just can't. The though of losing her-"are you sure?" He asks. "Yes I'm sure." I reply quick. His footsteps echo in my chambers. I get up and order the guards that as soon as Teekon, Allecer, Vencerz, l and Saveg get here that they are to leave. They all solute me and say that they will. They better. Nobody is going to stop me from getting to my cormad.