Love & Lust (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 11

(Milan in photo)

She told me to make myself comfortable as she went and took a shower. Her room was just what I thought it would be, full of warm colors, white Christmas lights above her head board, abstract art on the walls, and candles lit that smelled like apple cinnamon. I loved the fact that she was down to earth, not too prissy or stuck up. I strip down to my boxers and under shirt. I damn near fell asleep until I heard the bathroom door open. I look over to see her, walking out in a silk light pink sleeping gown that stopped right above her knees. Her hair was still up and she still had her glasses on.
"Scoot over you big baby" she said with a smile on her face. I sat up and let her lay down beside me. Still not taking my eyes off of her.
Milan: "Will you please stop starring, you're making me nervous."
Me: "I'm sorry, you're just.... Perfect."
Milan: " stop that, I'm far from it.."
Me: " no you're not, but I'm happy that you wanted me to stay. I love spending time with you."
Milan: " I enjoy it too. I thought that you where just this player but I see that there is more too you, you have a soft spot."
Me: " I ain't gone lie to you. I am a player but I could never play you."
Milan: " what's so special about me, that makes you want to spare me Bre?"
Me: " I don't know to be honest, I don't have the desire to play with your heart or mind. I love putting a smile on your face, making you laugh, and treating you like the princess you are. I could honestly see myself being serious and loyal too you. And I've never felt that way before."
After I said that she just starred at me. It was quiet for like three minutes. I looked up at her to see if I could read her face but it was blank. 
Me: " I'm sorry if..."
She leaned over and kissed me so slowly and soft. Her lips felt so good I didn't want to stop. She put her hand on my chest and climbed on top of me. And took her gown off. She starred at me deeply like she was trying to tell what I was thinking or peering into my soul. I got the chills down my back. Man why is she so damn beautiful and how does she have this effect on me? She had on a navy blue lace bra with the matching thong. I noticed a tattoo above her panties on her pelvis. She ran her hands through my dreads, I gripped her hips and kissed her this time biting her bottom lip.
Milan:" Bre, baby I want you, right now." 
As she said that my first instinct was to give it to her ass, but I couldn't. Something in me told me not too. Ugh this bullshit ass conscience is fucking shit up..
Me:" Milan, you're not just another girl to me, and with that being said I think we should wait."
A big smile slowly appeared on her face, she kissed my forehead and laid down on top of me.
Milan:" you just keep surprising me and exceeding my expectations more and more. You never fail to amaze me. I'm more than happy to wait baby."

I kissed her head, she could possibly be the one for me, so I don't want to fuck it up. I reached over to check my phone. 3 missed calls and 5 text messages from Aaliyah.. And 2 text from Candace.. My first love... I lay my phone back down and hold Milan, I'm here tonight for her. Everyone else can wait. I close my eyes, and fall asleep, with the most beautiful girl I've ever set eyes on in my arms...