Regrets - 5SOS (DISCONTINUED)

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⚠️WARNING⚠️

There will be self harm, abuse, eating disorders, insomnia, suicide and other things in this book.

If you are not comfortable then please do not read.

Before a possible triggering event in the book I will have a warning.

I hope you like this book!
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"Lucas get up you're going to be late for your first day back at school" Liz shouted.

Luke quickly sat up sleepily. He glanced at the clock and groaned.

He got up and headed into his bathroom and showered before brushing his teeth.

He slipped on a pair of ripped black skinny jeans and a green day tee before pulling on his black high top converse.

He styled his hair before pulling a black beanie onto his head.

He slung his black book bag over his shoulder before heading downstairs.

"Have a good day at school sweetie" Liz said as she handed Luke his lunch.

"You too mum, see you later."

Luke walked down the street before stopping at the corner and putting his lunch in his bag.

He walked the rest of the way to school and the bell had already rung meaning he was late.

He rolled his eyes and headed to the back.

"Hemmo!"

Luke looked up and smiled.

He took the joint out of the boys hand and took a hit.

"Already skipping on the first day mommys boy?"

"Shut the fuck up Nick" Luke said.

Nick laughed.

"You look like shit Luke"

"Wow you look lovely today too Oli" Luke said sarcastically.

"I didn't mean it in an offensive way! It's just you look really hungover" Oliver spoke.

Luke took a 6th hit from the joint before handing it back to Nick.

"That's because I am hungover" Luke mumbled.

He pulled out a bottle of cologne and sprayed some on himself before heading into the school.

He headed into the office and picked up his schedule and late slip before heading to Drama.

"Of fucking course, I get to start the day with fucking drama" Luke mumbled.

//

Calum woke up and quietly got out of his bed.

He headed into the bathroom and striped from his clothes before getting into the shower.

He winced quietly as it hurt to move any muscle.

His step mother had gotten really drunk last night and was extremely angry.

She beat him really badly but this wasn't the worst thing she'd done, at least she didn't force him to touch her again.

Tears streamed down his face at the memory.

He quickly washed his hair before getting out.

He got dressed into a pair of black skinny jeans that showed his ankles. (A/N: His extremely sexy ankles).

He pulled on a blink-182 shirt before slipping on his black vans.

He brushed his teeth before towel drying his hair.

He shook his head and ran his hands through his messy curls trying to make it look okay.

After about 4 minutes his hair was good.

Calum grabbed his fluorescent green Jansport book bag before quietly heading down the stairs.

"Calum!" His step mother called from the kitchen.

"Yes mum" Calum replied.

"Where do you think you're going!?" she asked.

"To school mum, it's the first day back" Calum replied trying to sound as nice as possible.

"Oh. Well take out the garbage before you go and don't you even fucking think about being late coming home or you will be punished!"

Calum gulped and nodded.

"Okay, bye mum" Calum said as he walked towards the front door.

"Oh and Calum don't eat to much, you've put on quite a lot of weight recently" his step mother said.

"O-Okay I won't" Calum said before walking out the front door.

He quickly caught the bus and put his headphone in trying to block everyone out.

When he got to school he got his schedule from the office and sighed.

He had Chemistry first.

//

Michael was dressed in black skinny jeans and a white tee shirt.

His hair was dyed red.

He ate a bowl of cheerios before grabbing some money from the counter for lunch.

He slung his red Jansport bag over his shoulder before heading towards the front door.

"Michael where do you think you are going!?" his mum slurred.

Michael froze and turned around.

"s-school" he whispered.

"Good get the fuck out of the house!"

He frowned and walked out the door locking it behind him.

He headed to school, headphones in.

Michael didn't want to go back to school.

He was stupid and didn't talk so everyone made fun of him.

He didn't want that to happen again.

He walked his short walk to the school.

Once Michael arrived he headed to the office and picked up his schedule.

He frowns noticing his first class English.

//

Ashton was awoken by his younger brother Harry.

"Ashy wake up! Mum said it's time to get ready for school"

Ash groaned and nodded.

Ashton got up and headed into the bathroom.

He took a shower before slipping on a pair of blue skinny jeans and a red jumper.

He slid on some bracelets to cover his wrists before putting his glasses on.

He dried his hair before grabbing his dark blue Jansport bag and walking down stairs.

He slide on his all black vans before grabbing an apple off the counter.

"Have a good day at school sweetie" his mum called.

"I will bye mum love you" Ashton replied opening the front door.

"I love you to Ashton" his mum said.

Ashton got on his bike and rode it to school.

He headed into the office and picked up his schedule.

He smiled happily seeing he had Philosophy first and happily headed to class.