"No! Hindi ako papayag!" Asik ko.
"Pero ronda, di mo kakayanin!" Ang tanging sagot nya.
"P-pero-" pagpupumilit ko pero pinutol lamang nya ang aking sasabihin.
"No buts, ronda. You've had enough hits from that girl. You have to rest, atleast like a year or so." Bumuntong hininga siya. "Masyadong malala ang natamo mo at delikado kung sasabak ka pa sa panibagong laban." Iiling-iling nyang sabi.
"T-" iniangat nya ang kanyang kamay dahilan para mapahinto ako. Again.
"Maybe a year. You can have your rematch. But not now." Tumayo siya. "Nakikita mo ba sarili mo? Mahina kapa. Kailangan mong magpalakas muna ulit bago mo harapin si holly."
At the mention of her name i can't help but to.. Blush. Yup, sya lang naman ang tanging babae na nagpaparamdam sakin ng mga pakiramdam na hindi ko maintindihan.
Sinearch ko pa nga yun sa google nung may free time ako ehh. Pero nung sinearch at nilagay ko lahat ng naramdaman ko di naman ako makapaniwala sa mga nakita at nabasa ko.
INLOVE daw ako?wow!
Eto kase mga nararamdaman ko pagnandyan at naririnig ko pangalan nya:
Nervous system daw sa balunbalunan.
Blushing like a tomato! TheH right?
I stutter like a fool!
Panlalambot.
At iba pa..
O diba? Ayos!
"Tsk. And so what now? I don't want to look like an idiot doing nothing and just stare off into nothingness." I uttered, crossing my arms.
"Take a vacation." Is all he said before marching at the door. But before going out. "Take care of yourself, ronda." And he's off.
I sighed.
Tsk.
Urrgghh! I hate everyone. I hate everything. And most especially i hate myself. For being weak in front of her. F this feelings.
Oh, did i forgot to mention that i'm at the hospital right now? Yup. I've been lying my ass off for like three days now.
I'm about to drift off to sleep when someone knocks on my door.
"Come in!"
The intruder pokes their head and smiled at me.
I frowned.
The butterflies is starting to come out.
Yan nanaman.
Feeling ko namumula nanaman mukha ko. Kaya yumuko ako para di nya makita.
"What do you want?" I ask awkwardly.
"Ikaw." Sabi nya nang pabulong.
"What?" I ask confused.
"Sabi ko kumusta?" She smiled warmly at me.
"Do i look okay to you?" I blurted. Okay i didn't mean to ask like that, pero seryoso? Tinatanong nya ko nyan? I almost died there! Tapos pupunta sya dito ng ganun ganun lang?! Feeling friendly?! Uurrgh!
Don't get me wrong, pero i feel ashamed after what happened. Like, me, Ronda 'rowdy' Davis, The unbeatable Na k.o.? I can't believe it! Uurrgh!
When i looked at her she had her head low. Looking guilty and pained?
"What are you doing here anyway?" I asked still frowning.
I suddenly felt dizzy so i laid carefully and closed my eyes briefly.