You keep me locked up
You won’t let me out
Forcing me to keep hiding
But I want to be set free
Why won’t you let me be?
You creeped into my life
And now you caught me
And you won’t let me out
No, you refuse to let me out
You won’t let me go
The fear that you grip me in is endless
I have no freedom from you
I am always afraid
Always hurting
Always running
Always screaming in agony
Always…
And it’s all because of you
You are my worst fear
My worst enemy
My most horrifying day dream
You are keeping me in the grips of your torture
You are pain
You are the rain when all I need is sunshine
You are the bad when I all I can live with is good
You are the broken record when I am ready to dance
You are the pins and needles under my feet when I am forced to stand
You are the aching burning sensation that hurts me and cuts me deep
I can never seem to get away from you
All that you do is follow me, refusing to let me roam free
I never want you there but you are
You are my secret
My pain
My regret
My everything
That I can’t seem to ever forget
And I love you for that
