Breakage(Rick grimes love story)

Act of Love

*ashley POV*

as i wakeup i hear sirens ad people running

it took me time to realize where i was . it felt strange but it all came to me . i stood up and ran to see people outside .we were all  outside looking at what was causing the loud noise.

you could see the build of walkers growing near the fence because of the noise . A sick smell hit me later realizing it was the smell of discomposed  flesh .

i look around me as i let the sound of the siren consume me . i could see Rick's lips moving but all i heard was nothing . i tried reading his lips and a warm hand that griped  my forearm helped me get  out of my sickening state .carl.

i look down at the now grown man that stood pulling at my hand . finally realizing that this was all to real. the prisoners had conspired against us to ruin what we finally had . a safe heaven. Or now not so as so .

i picked Judith up and pulled carl with me to the tombs . it wasn't safe ,yes I'm well aware but for all we know the fence will not hold and this could all fall down as fast as we had build it.

Maggie now trailing behind me was worried about her father. As was I with my brother.

." don't worry maggie he is with daryl and beth" i assured , more to myself than to her. my brother will keep everyone safe he is a strong independent back woman (=.=)

we ran , it was back to running after all it always comes back to that. i heard the sirens stop but still heard voices. or should i say moans going after us, fast .

i stopped at what looked to be the boiler room of the prison .i looked and i could see them coming from either side . i stopped to think as i give judy to carl"what are you doing?" his face had an angry but yet sad expression

" don't ask questions if you don't want the answer kid .  " i kissed both their heads and nodded at Maggie . she replied with the same  kind gesture

she pulled a fighting carl inside while trying to keep the real baby at hand . I closed the door as far in as i could as i steped outside.

i always knew one day caring would get me killed . but caring was the best thing that ever happened to me . without caring nothing would have meant anything.

evetually i would die . no matter if alone, with no one as a loner , on the run constantly or in a place i once called home saving the once i love. in the end my life finally would have meant something . not to someone but to me . some see it as an act of honor , others estupidity but me, well i see it as a sign of love ,

the loved that killed me

the love that will always be  the death of me .

! DARYL !~POV_

i run trying to keep Hershel standing , Beth as always crying , i could see the start of the cell block what i saw or rather who i saw waiting to open it made me smile nothingless. i run up to her tackling her into a hug .

showing affection something i didn't find easy before i meet her. i sometimes wonder if before the dead walking the earth eating evrything and anything that comes  to their point of view , if she would have even consider going out with someone like me .listening to my inner deamons i let her go putting a strait face.once again

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a fight going on inside my head as she looked at me questioning my actions ,that ,not even i could answer

i remember of the people that are still missing and i go out to the courts. i see the fences shake from the built of walkers as i see rick and the rest of the men in a group . i look around mentally making a list of missing people of the group in which my sister was number one .

i mentaly sigh as Rick does so .we watch as carl walks out with his hand full of blood and maggie crying with judy in her hands.

i wait for her, watching, no sign of here  after the kids. i wait and look at rick who was hugging his children then he looks expectantly at carl but he was in his own little world. he seemed mad at the world

"join the club" i mumbled and he glared at the floor . rick looked at maggie with the same look as he did to carl only for her to shake her head later on looking down .Glenn walked to her and hugged her i look for a explanation on what was actually happening . rick now falling to his knees cries . i mentally curse .

not changing my face .at least i didnt look like i cared but it hurts . i walk pass the group and bella tried hugging me , even tried touching my shoulder but i flinched back . caring got her killed and it could happen to bella . i need to go

I will go