I hate

I hate how love has a face,
And how that face must be of the same race,
And how although its "my decision", we must be of the same religion.
How we must be of the same country as if that little change would be an issue,
And how even though its happiness they wish you,
You need theyre aproval first,
The fact that I cant really love you is the worst.
The fact that what haunts me dreams is you and me,
Going anywhere we want to be,
Loving and being loved
Without Ever hearing the word "Disgrace", And i know you all can relate that,
Its hard control who you fell for when you never saw the hole coming,
And when you try to climb up and cant control the tears running,
And how hard it is to keep your family proud,
When everytime youre next to him you hear your heartbeat loud,
And i know the struggle of trying to love another guy,
When you feel nothing for him, though you try and try,
And finally you lie,
convincing yourself that you're in love with another,
When deep inside you know there is no other,
And I hate seeing fight yourself instead of fighting for him
I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate it,
Thats why I just want you to tell him whats really on your mind,
Because our generations oppurtunity to fall in love is timed.