Complicated Love {A One Direction/Liam Payne FanFiction}

5 | Nandos with ONE DIRECTION

~Janice~

I slowly walked over to where they were sitting. All of their heads snapped up and they were all looking at me. "Hey guys," I said kind of in a whisper, then added a little wave. "Hey Janice, here you can sit here," Zayn said. He moved over a little, I sat beside him and Liam sat across from me. Niall was sitting on the other side of Zayn. On the other side Louis was sitting in between Harry and Liam. They were all staring at me. I understand why... but do they have to stare this much?

"Hi?" I said a little nervous. They were scaring me a little. "Oh... um sorry... It's just..." Liam was trying to explain but I understood. "It's ok, I understand. People stare all the time," I said then put my head down so I was looking at the floor. I could tell they were a little uncomfortable with all this.

I'm glad that the waitress came with our food. She gave everyone what they ordered. "Will that be all?" she asked. "Uh, yes thank you," Liam said. She nodded then walked away.

We ate in silent which was kind of awkward. I enjoyed my plate of... whatever. I don't know what it was but it sounded good and tasted good. "Soooooo," Niall said trying to break the silence. "Janice are you in school?" Niall asked. They were all looking at me now. I nodded my head yes, I still had food in my mouth and that would be rude to talk with food in your mouth.

Niall nodded his head slowly as he looked back to his plate. I didn't know much about the boys, but I that they were in a huge boy band and their names. There was Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, and Zayn Malik. I think I got that right.

"Oh my gawd this is too silent for me!!" Louis yelled. We got a couple of confused faces looking at us but I didn't really care. "Janice just... Can you please tell us about you?" Louis said, his voice becoming more silent.

Oh, so that's why I'm sitting with them. They wanted to know more about me. I nodded my head as I understood. I took a deep breath then told them about my 'parents' and how I lived my life.

Every time I told them about a story of how my dad raped me and how they abused me, I got a lot of gasping and 'oh my god' and also 'what kind of people do you live with'. I was a little surprised that they were interested in what I was telling them.

Usually people would not care and keep on doing what they do. But they seemed to care. But... I doubt that. They probably just wanted to listen to my stories. They would be just like everyone else. Ask me what happened to me, then move on with their lives.

But I do wish someone would care. I'm tired of living in hell. I want to move on with my life. But I can't with my 'parents' and their buddies. I just have to live my life as it is.

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Hey everyone, sorry that I didn't get this chapter up faster. I've been doing a lot of traveling and Hazza has started her college course. So we're going to be busy. But I promise that we'll try to update like we do. Sorry that this chapter is short. I'm in a rush right now. :(

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