{one week since the last chapter}Matts p.o.v:
I'm an idiot. I'm a worthless piece of shit. I got so angry at her over something so stupid and now I'm honestly ashamed to look her in the eye, I don't know what to do. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't even think anymore. "Hey, you alright?" Taylor asks nudging my shoulder. "M'fine" I mumble. God I hate this. I hate myself.
Carson's p.o.v: I wake up from a nap and see jack asleep on top of me with his face nuzzled into my neck and his right hand holding mine and his left one beside him. I smile slightly and stretch the best I can without waking him, I gently run my fingers through his hair as he softly snores. He's really very adorable, he's hot yes but he's still adorable as well. I'm laying here looking at the ceiling when he groans and sits up rubbing his eyes, "good morning sleeping beauty" I tease. He cracks a grin and pushes his hair back, "morning" he says before yawning, He gets off me and stands stretching as I stretch better now. "I'm hungry" he says scratching the back of his head. "Me too" I reply standing and pulling on some sweatpants. "Wanna order a pizza and watch stupid horror movies on the couch?" He suggests. "Sounds good to me" "I'll order pizza, you pick our movies" he says as we head down the stairs. I go over and turn on the tv going to Netflix and picking out some movies ranging from actually scary to stupid knock off ones, I add them to my list and go to the kitchen and grab all kinds of junk food and pop and bring them to the living room. I'm suddenly very hungry and cramping which means Aunt Flo is coming, I run to the bathroom and low and behold she's here. I change and fix that ish and then wash my hands and come back down going to the medicine cabinet in the kitchen. "You okay?" He asks handing me the Tylenol I was struggling to reach. "Yeah just uh girl stuff just hit me" I embarrassingly say getting some out of the bottle and dry swallowing them. He nods knowing what I mean and hands me a water, I take it and take a few sips before going back to the living room. The pizza gets here and he pays and brings it into the living room and picks me up off my current position and sits down and then places me almost on his lap but not entirely and opens the pizza box taking out two slices. I turn on "scary movie" and sit the remote down and take my slice from him and eat watching the movie. He's gently rubbing my knee with one hand and eating with the other while he watches the movie as well, I finish my slice laying the crust in the open corner of the box and sigh laying my head on the arm rest of the couch. He looks sympathetically and eats another slice still gently rubbing my knee, after finishing the second slice he dusts his hands off and rubs them together then lifts my shirt just above my belly and gently rubs my abdomen. I practically purr under his touch and he chuckles, "feel good?" He asks. "Yes" I say looking at the tv. We finish this movie and start the second one and I grab the chips ahoy chocolate chip chewy cookies and eat feeding them to him as he continues rubbing my abdomen, by the end of that movie I'm practically falling asleep. I feel his rubbing get very slow then go back to normal as I assume he's drifting in and out of sleep as well, I snuggle into the couch and him more and fall asleep.
{next morning}
I wake up on the couch on jacks lap with his hand on my abdomen and his head laying on the back of the couch in what appears to be a painful way. I get up and kind of maneuver him around so he's comfortable and he remains asleep, I go to the bathroom and tend to the battle scene in my lower region that is being caused by my uterus because she is pissed I didn't have a baby and then go downstairs and quietly clean up all the stuff around the couch and put it away. "Come here" I hear jack mumble sleepily. I look over and he's holding his arm up as he wants me to get under it, I do so and he pulls me into him and almost immediately goes back to sleep. I turn the tv on and watch 'Law and Order: Special Victims Unit' while he holds me and snores, I'm in the middle of about the fourth episode when the front door unlocks and Matt walks in. Uh oh. He sees my current situation and his face drops, he looks as if he's going to cry as he sulks up to his room shutting the door, I then see the rest of the guys come in and then look at me and jack in shock. Jack still sleeping adorably nuzzles his head into my neck and pulls me closer, Taylor raises his eyebrow disapprovingly and shakes his head going up the stairs. Not a word muttered by any of the guys as they got to their rooms. Well I'm a tramp. What the hell am I gonna do?
