Why They Hate Me So Much

why they hate me

The names Lyric
Age-19
I quess you can say im a loner
It all started when the seasons switched
See i had a bestfriend her name was rain thick,5'5,shoulder length blonde hair & she was Italian,
she was a fire cracker
The girl couldnt hold her tongue for nothing
And me i was the quiet type
Btw let me get bck to what i started.
One friday night i thought it would be the same like no other
Me and rain would just chill and have a girls night if i wasnt with my love tyler
But i quess on this very day my girl had other plans
See during that day round 6pm i got a call from rain asking did i want to go to the club i said sure why not
She told me to be ready round 8 see normally we would ride together but on this day i wanted to take my own my car
So i did my 2014 grey camaro was sliding
So i had made to the club
Gud thing it wasnt that packd at 8 i found a spot right next to this candy blue corvette
Shit looked fire but it also remind me of mine
Btw i walked up to the bouncer nd said wassup rick he nodded his head nd allowed me in
Soon as i walkd in
I heard my song comfortable by k-camp playing so ik i had to go to the bar and get me a drink
Bartender what will u like 2 night ms.Lady
Can i get 2 strawberry rose moscotto
He made the drinks nd past them to me so i sipped on my drink a little nd turnd around i see rain coming my way
Hey wassup girl she said
I was like not shit jus tryna hve a Gud time you know
Btw here go ur drink she was like thanks but i hope u aint poison me we both broke out laughin the girl is funny so 3 cups of liqour and 2 twerk songs i had to use the rest room but this one girl didn't wanna let me get through see  normally i hve patience but this hoe crossed the line so i went up to her with my knife pressed against her neck and i said bitch if you ever try that shit again u wont hve no fucking head
Then i pushed her out my way and went to handle my business after i washed my hands checkd my hair and make up i went bck by the dance floor but this time rain met up with me and she looked mad i was like girl whats wrong with u she said u might wanna take a seat for this one i was like nah im gud wassup tho
She said tylers here and he has a bitch on his lap
Them words jus blew me so i made her repeat it again even tho i aint wanna believe it ik it had to be true so i told her to show me were he's at
The whole time walking to him im getting mad because this no good lien dog told me he was still working but he at a club letting som crusty 7seas fishy hoe bounce her ass on him
When i got there
He wasnt paying attention he was letn this hoe with a red mermaid wig grind on him
Me i took a drink off the stand
And said so sweetly tyler what the hell is this
He looked at me dumb founded like his ass was caught he got more then jus a dance
So i walked up more to him nd slapped him in the face then  pour my drink on his head also i pulled the bitch wig off and jus walked out the club like the bad bitch i am but b4 i left i made sure i got my damn car keys bck cause i own all this shit!! ,Then That Night as I was Walking to my Car Rain Came Up To me and Said Aye i Have a Confession. I said what wassup . && she said not only that girl was talking to tyler but i was too , me: looking Lost Af Like ur my BestFriend Why would u Cross Me ? Her: III im sorry i didnt know he was Ur Man at First Me: Bitch how tf u didnt Know When i tell u everything . Then Suddenly Tyler Walked up too The Car ... Baby im sorry ill never do it again ur the only female i wanna be with i swear Baae Please Believe me ill do better.  No tyler dont u understand i put too much into u my feelings are so  STRONG For u . this is where yall Niggas STOP at . yall definition is too yall female to be layal too yall while yall doing all the wrong shit too them weather its Beating on her  or Cheating On Her ...yall Problem Is thinking that the Female will never Leave yall ass , and Females we fucking up thinking that that nigga will change sometimes u have to pack up yo todays and Forget about yo Yesterdays and Just Worrie about yo tomorrow's see if we Did all This Shit too Niggas Half of yall sorry Mf's Would Be Dead By Now. Niggas Have To Realize That Its A Privalige To Having a Good Woman no Matter How Goood U is To yo Nigga He Gone Try to Fuck it up Cause he just a Fucked Up Nigga we Can Have all our T's Crossed and all out I's Dotted But We Gone Still allow that one nigga to bring us Down . niggas Can Train The thought be so Fucked up cause The Minute u start to leave Them They gone hit u with the line Oh u will never find a nigga like me. Bitch i dont evan want u so whatthefuck i look like finding another nigga like u Look Tyler i Can Go on and on telling u this But ima get Real Personal Because ur my other Half .. But Here it is When ur in a REAL "RELATIONSHIP" yall Gonna Fuss and Fight all The Time.But at The End of the Day Yall still Gonna Have to Be There for Each Other Cz uk u cant give up on him / her that quick yall gotta have sum type of feelings & yall still gonna love each other and If the relationship is as real as u say it is you'll stick by his/ her. Side Thru Ups && downs Yeees Ovcourse If somebody see's a good relationship there gonna try there hardest to brake it up but if yall feelings Super strong and u never felt that way stay with that person .. && u dont even gotta like them for the looks its not evan about that its about what kinda heart & personality they have Just Treat Her Right and u Treat Him Right and i  guarantee
That the Relationship will work just dont take Him For Granted and u dont Take Her For Granted .. May Continue on
After i said what needed to be said i called up my sister china to cme pick up my camaro i still couldnt believe this shit china came in 20min tops
When she got here she knew som shit went down but i aint got time for goin to jail so i told her i will catch her up on that when we went bck to my house
As for tyler his ass could catch a cab for all i care cz when i hopped in my candy blue corvette it was a wrap i was speeding thru the free way tryna get bck to my lavish home
So when i finally made it i put the car in park turnd off the ignition grabbed the little things i needed nd got out the car heading to my door step to meet my sister
China-so wassup sis i knew the minute i saw u somthing wasnt right
Me-opening up the door first i let her in nd sat my stuff down nd said ur right sis so this what happend tyler was suppose to be working but i found his ass at the club getn a dance from a fishy red wig wearing hoe so u know i had to do somthn i aint act ratchet but he deserve everything i gave him
China-damn sis thats flaw af yall got 8months invested into this
Me-see i know it but thats not even the rest when i walked outside of the club rain followed behind nd told me she had a confession she told me that her and tyler been messing around
China-(looking mad as hell)
See thats why u cant trust the bitches because ur best friend could envy you and be ur worst enemy im here for u tho sis
We hugged nd i thanked her cause i really needed someone to talk to so what are u gonna do about this situation she asked me
I said honestly i dont know im goin to have to take this one day at a time but lets get som brunch 2marrow sis 2night ima take it in china said alright and left
I locked the door went up to my room found som night clothes striped out of my club clothing and went to wash up
First i spent 30mins in my stand off shower washing myself with my favorite dove soap then i got into my hot tube i had to relax myself cz lord knows my mind was running
couple mins
Later i knew it was time to get out so i grabbed my towel
Dried my body off
Lotioned myself down with my pure suduction lotion
Put on my tinkerbell pajama shorts and tank top
Sprayed som pure seduction perfume and layed down on my California king size bed
I know what yall thinking why the hell this girl gotta big ass bed well when u become a queen u live it up like one to btw
I turned on my tv catching up on episode8 season 2 of empire
4mins into the show and i hear my door bell ringer
So i walk down stairs and open my door
Its the devil himself
Tyler what are u doing here
I live here women
Me- oh yea i knew that but still what are u doing here
Baby Let me Explain i know i messed up . but u the only one i want in love . ure the first girl i cought feelings for and lord knows we done came to damn far to fuck what we have up . baby ill sell my soul for u . just trust me i want u . if i didnt i wouldn't be getting on my knees like a pussy nigga and crying to u
Well u need to get off ur damn knees and wipe them fuck boi tears away and prove to me that you can be a better man i need to see action because right now ur words mean nothing to me
It's like everything goin in one ear and out of the other i really cant believe you did this
What did i do to deseve this just tell me that
Nothing at all im just fucked up in the head && baby i cant Explain it
Well you need to get my mind right dealing with this one cz we came to far for u to fuck me over like this but i tell u wat we can tlk about this som other time u can sleep downstairs on the floor not the couch cz ur ass doesnt deserve that nd if u need me i will be in my room
Got that
Him-yea