Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is......
My alarm is blaring in my ears.
"One more minute, please? Why do you always have to wake me up in the middle of my dreams?" As I start to think back to my dream, my neighbor was finally telling me he liked me. And he was only mean to me in the past because he was trying to hide it..
Let me explain.... I've had a crush on my neighbor Chris since I was 10. He's my older brother's best friend so he used really nice to me. But ever since my tenth birthday he takes any chance he gets to make me feel bad.
Today is my start of high school, again you could say. Last year I went to a private school called St. Lauren's but it closed down. So now I have to start sophomore year as the new kid at school, and to make it worse he goes there!
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So far I have yet to see Chris or my brother, which is probably a good thing because when I'm around him there is no saying what he'll do. I head to my locker and there is a very energetic looking girl standing there.
"Hi my name's Emma, I'm new here what's yours?" Well she doesn't look threatening, so why not.
"Hey, I'm Veronica. It's my first day here too! Lets see if we have any classes together?"
"Yeah why not, I'm so glad to see another new person here. I've felt so awkward because I thought I was the only new girl!" She hands me her schedule and we had all classes together minus gym and art. "Wanna go to english together? I mean we are both heading there?" I turn and look at her and think this could actually not be that bad of a thing, switching schools.
"Sure, I would love too!" As we were walking to class I heard somebody call my name, somebody I so desperately wanted to avoid. "Who is that?" Emma asked me. "No one, lets keep walking." See I thought if I ignored him he would go away. I had no such luck.
"VERONICA YOU BETTER ANSWER ME OR YOU WILL REGRET IT!" he screams at me. I have to think fast, I don't wanna lose Emma so soon, I think we could be really good friends.
"Hey Emma I'll see you in class, okay?" she looks at me confused, as if I'm trying to get rid of her. "I just need to deal with him." She shrugs and walks away. Now I turn to go and face him, face Chris.
"What do you want?" I ask him with as much anger I can throw into my voice. "Don't you dare talk to me like that s***, or you'll regret it."
"Oh Chris your words truly hurt me. They make my heart bleed." I say with so much sarcasm I'm almost laughing. Then out of nowhere, he shoves me up against a locker.
"I thought I told you not to talk like that to me?" "Oh put Chrissy-poo when do I EVER listen to you?"
"No but you should, you know what I can do to you." I roll my eyes which makes his face turn red "And what is that Chris, you only have the power I give to you, and I'm giving you none. I don't care anymore." He looks at me confused.
"What do you mean you don't care anymore?" I turn and look him in the eyes. I stare at him for a few moments. "What's there left to care about? You take it all away from me. So I feel nothing anymore, I'm numb to the world." He looks concerned like he actually care now, that he ruined a life. But I don't give him that chance, a chance to apologize, to say sorry for all he's done. Because he doesnt care, if he did he would have stopped years ago. I push him off of me and start to make my way to english when I hear one word.
"WAIT" but I'm done waiting I'm moving on and taking him out of my life.
Let me know what you think its a short story I had to write
