Forseen

it begins

REYISA'S POV

I hate it all.......the splitting.......smiling lawyers trying to explain to you that you can't have a perfect life or family anymore.

I wonder how my little brother is coping.....Gilbert, oh I could just hold him in my arms and hug him till I had no breath left in me.

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Hi I'm Reyisa Cargill ... or maybe Reyisa Buthlogins after the divorce of my parents,
I live with my mum during school terms and with my dad during the summer.
My mom is a doctor, my dad a bank manager, I can't deny we are very rich, but money is nothing when your parents are divorced.
I'm eighteen will be nineteen this year I am in college.

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REYISA!!!!! My mum screamed from downstairs , I had my beats head set on so I probably didn't hear the first twenty-one screams. Yes mum I'm coming, Precious is on the phone mum bellowed . K I shouted back and run downstairs like the wind .

Precious , I said through breaths on the phone why didn't you call my phone? I asked , I tried she replied nineteen missed calls so I called home, oh I said ok , so what's up ? Edward is having a party tonight . Ok I replied what time? 8:00 pm till you drop she replied .

Since my parents divorce my mum asked me to lighten up and enjoy while I am young so I am virtually allowed to do anything...

I checked the living room grandfather clock it was 7:30 I had to get ready. I picked up my Amazon fire phone and called Precious for the memo , casual she said so I put on a black crop top with an inscription " live life like life would live" (didn't make sense to me though ), a black ripped jeans , I untied my hair and let it hang loose and but on a snap back with a snap chat icon with the bill facing the back, then I looked for my hi tops I was going to wear them because they had the snap chat logo it matched with my cap but I couldn't find them

I walked barefoot to my little brothers room. "Gilbert! Have you seen my shoes?" No he said probably playing with his X-box I just went back and wore a pair of black and yellow all stars , put my phone and my ear buds into my pocket took my keys to my range rover sport and headed out.

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I'm in college, I had come home for the holidays I was supposed to be at my dad's but he was the main reason for the divorce so I didn't go and anyway school year I was in school since this is college not high school. High school was so different
*i and Brenda fighting over queen bee
*always so ever conscious with my likes
*wanting to date Jake Luke
*me and my posse
*while trying to get good grades

College was different be yourself, don't care what others think , dress the way you want, no criticism from anyone , living life

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I picked Precious up and headed to the party. One street away I could hear music and it was just 7:59 LOL I know right I am so on time.

Precious is my roomie in college and I found out she lived near me

There wear lights outside but I knew inside would be so different, so dark ,so bad.

As we stepped inside the music hit me I began dancing suddenly a hand was wrapped around me I turned around and gasped ...you