Hey guys some of the first part of the songs represents the first part of this story so thanks whoever is reading :3 I hope you enjoy...
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Greys Pov/
I walk onto my balcony and stare at the tree in my backyard in awe,seeing the heart with D+G on it and tears swell up in my dark eyes.
3 years old...
* I hear a bang from the door and it's flying to the ground,I run into the kitchen and hide in a cupboard and peek out,some white hair falling into my eyes.Two guys are in black covering their faces and guns in their hands.I cover my mouth from screaming.My mum rushes down stairs and tears fall down from my eyes and she falls back blood splattered around her head.I taste the salt of my tears in my mouth and spit a bit.The two guys search around and quickly run off out the house and I don't know what I just witnessed.I get pulled out of the cupboard into big strong arms.I look up to see my dad with tears in his eyes.'Grey,everything's going to be..okay' he says in a hushed tone.I hear sirens coming to the house and I still do not speak.*
5 years old...
*I was going into town with my brother and dad today.When I was 4 we moved,I still remembered the horror and torment,I didn't talk for a year.Me and my dad carved a heart into the tree in the back yard as soon as we moved here.Its big and cozy I love it,mum would be happy too.Me and dad hold hands and I happily skip out the door.(Sorry there's such sad things happening at the start...)I thought I have been stabbed before but things happened so quick.My life is messing up.I ran into the road to cross.I didn't notice the car coming.My dad shouted and ran to me he blocked me and got ran over.Blood went over me and I was left seeing red.Traumatized.I watch him bleed till he couldn't breathe.I scream and shout at him to wake up and stop joking around like he used to.I fell onto my knees and cryed.My brother ran out the house and looked at me in horror.Regret,horror,guilt,anger and sadness came across his eyes.'Why have you caused so much pain!'he shouted to me. he ran over to me and kicked me a little.'Why have you ruined our lives?' That was the last thing I heard from him as I blacked out.*
Now
I was sitting on the balcony crying to myself.I have a messed up life I know.My older brother,Derek said it was my fault,he ran away from home after that,he had the police on his tail forever,still has.My other older brother justin was nicer,he liked me and he didn't pity me either.He loves me.Hes my dad role now.I loved my dad dearly more than mum.I still love mum too.They both died horrifying with their little innocent daughter watching.I saw every little last detail and bit of each scene.I couldn't do anything to help.I couldn't but I regret not.I should have been the one that died those days...
