I smile through the pain
If I stop I might cry
You beat my heart
Your feelings ran dry
It's the worst that could ever happen
It wouldn't have hurt so bad
If you had just been honest
You still haven't told me your reasons
You wish me the best
But you don't want me
I love you
I can't lose you
Yet there is a wall between us
I can't break it
Before I know it you've started to wander
But not everyone that wanders is lost
I have hope
I can't help it
I love you
I want you
You are such a big part of my life
It all just ended so quickly
It all just started so quickly
I guess I can't fault it
We rushed in
Never should have started
Should have thought before acting
Guess we just weren't right
Even though we never fight
Sometimes a fight is right
We never fought
Maybe we should have
I tried to be honest
But you just kept secrets
Why didn't you tell me how you felt
I was there
I always encouraged you to tell me my issues
I always wanted you to tell me how you felt
I always wanted to relieve your stress
But even when we were together
You just wouldn't let me
But I smile through the pain
