Niall Horan Imagines

Trust

We finally made it back home from Paris. I was so happy but sad at the same time. Now that we are home I have to start making wedding arrangements. I have to call all of my friends. I had already started calling them and they were so excited to see me again. Some of them lived in London and others lived in America so I'll see them a week before the wedding, but two who I was most excited to see who moved the same time I did, was my friends Victoria and Mikevieka. We were like sisters. I also missed my friend Alex, I always called him PePe. It's from our high school days.
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We've been home for a good two weeks now and I needed to get shopping so I was on my way to head to the store when Niall stopped me. He had to go out for small things anyway so I gave him my list. Ever since what I told the boys in Paris one of them always seemed to be by the house. Don't get me wrong I love all of them but a girl needs her space. Today I had Liam keeping me company. I honestly didn't mind. We were friends before I met Niall so we always had a good bond.

"So what do you want to do today" Liam asked.
"I don't know. I may go outside today, you know just have some peace and quiet. Since you boys have been here a lot. You know I'm fine right?" I said a little annoyed.
"Yeah but you are like our sister. We want to protect you. Hey, I'll go out with you."
"NO! I mean, no, I need some peace and quiet." I said hoping he will let me go out by myself. "Ok." He said calmly. "I'll take a nap then".

I finally made my way outside with some tea, it was a little chilly but it was tolerable. I sat in the swing with my music playing nice calm music.
Then I heard it, that voice that has haunted my dreams for years.
"Hi Gabby. Long time no see." He said. It sent chills down my spine I was about to cry but I kept my cool.
"What are you doing here Julio. How did you get in." (A/n: Julio is the guy that did bad things to gabby). "I've been watching you. Oh and congrats on the engagement." He said with a grimace. " He let me in, I just told him my name and that I was a long time friend of yours. So how about we pick up where I left off. Last I remember we were here" he walked up to and gave me a rough kiss. At that point tears were streaming down my face. I tried to get away but he was too strong. I then felt his hand slid up my skirt and then swiftly up to my breast. I was trembling with every touch. I was kicking, I refused to give in. Then to my pleasant surprise I heard a loud pop sound and suddenly I was free. Liam to the rescue. He stopped him before he could have gone any further. All I saw was Liam beating the crap out of him and the cops showing up. I stood up so fast after the first hit and then I was on the floor. The last thing that I could hear was Liam screaming at Niall for letting him in, the cops arresting him, and that Liam and I were in the back of the ambulance.
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When I came to I could hear the doctor talking to Niall and the rest of the boys. Once the doctor noticed I was awake he checked me out and told me that I went into shock and when Julio went down on the floor from the first punch he knocked my head pretty hard. He said that I was fine, physically, so he discharged me and I was home in no time.
All the boys came home to my house and I was the last one out of the car but I couldn't bring myself to step onto the porch. I just fell to the floor and started sobbing. I ended up going back into shock and then woke up in the couch with a blanket, and ice pack on my head, and screaming.
"You're so stupid. I wish you saw what I saw. Then maybe you would know why I'm so mad. Why didn't ask for id and the call her to make sure that it was legit." Liam yelled at Niall.
"I'm sorry I wasn't thinking." Niall said with tears streaming down his face.
"Sorry isn't going to cut it, SHE WAS MOLESTED FOR LORD KNOWS HOW LONG NIALL!!!!! YOUR FIANCÉ WAS MOLESTED!!!". Liam screamed at the top of his lungs.

I got up and cried, they all just looked at me and couldn't say a word. But some thing in my brain stopped. It was like I was 12 again. I had no reaction on my face and tears down my cheeks. And said something that I didn't have control saying. "Thank you mom for protecting me. And daddy, why weren't you there to stop it. I thought that I could trust you. Niall, I mean daddy, and mommy, I mean Liam. No mommy and daddy." When I was out of the trance I screamed at the top of my lungs. It was built up from the time Julio was molesting me. And then I just cried.
"Niall, I can't trust you. You put me in the same situation that I was in for years. I can't even fathom why you would do that. I need to think. I'm going to stay with Liam if that's  fine with him" Liam just nodded his head. I packed my bag and left. No reaction just a blank expression and nothing more.
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Niall---

What did is just do. She can't trust me and she was molested because I was too stupid to double check that guy. And now she's at Liam's house. Wait, she wrote in her journal and left it here with the page open.
"I still love you but after today I need reassurance that you can be trusted and I need to be with the person who protected me. And in case you wanted to know. He molested me for over 30 minutes. Niall I still want to spend the rest of my life with you but I need some time. I hope that you can forgive me for this decision. And I want you to know that when I see you tomorrow I will have scars and bruises from him and myself."
I was in tears once I finished reading and right beside it was a bloody blade and drops of blood everywhere. I couldn't wait for tomorrow. I'm getting her back tonight. Even if it's the last thing that I do.