Long Lost

Introduction.

- Phobe Point Of View-

I looked around for my diary, I grabbed the cardboard box's and chucked them off my bed as I searched underneath the pillows. I pulled the blanket off the bed, panicking. How can I be so stupid? For loosing that diary.

My room was in such mess, but I didn't care. I opened my wardobe and grabbed my clothes most of them hanging on hooks. I dropped them to my feet, then I heard the knob twist open and she came in.

''What the fuck are you doing, Phobe?'' she asked, cigarrete in hand. I looked at her. ''Where's my.. book?'' I said. ''Phobe, why would I take your book?'' She raised an eyebrow. ''Sally... Nevermind'' I said as I stormed out of my room. ''Don't speak to your MOTHER that way!!'' She shouted behind me. ''You are not my mother!'' I shouted back as I stormed outside. ''HEY!! COME BACK HERE, YOUNG LADY! YOU CAN'T LEAVE! WHO'S GONNA PAY FOR YOUR FOOD!? YOUR EDUCATION??'' She grabbed my wrist. ''You don't pay! I don't have an education! Fuck you! All you do is sleep with guys every night! You drink and take drugs. Don't you realize you have a life to live!? Why do you waste it on stuff like this!!'' I screamed, my eyes getting watery. 

Neighbours walked out of their old houses, our street was the worst street. Everyone didn't have enough food to feed their family, pay for electricity bills and education. Mom did have an choice, to make her life easy and amazing. She used to be famous when she was younger, now she's turned into someone who is dangerous, and careless. She promised me many things, but broke all of them. 

''Go! Fuck off, you we're an accident anyway! I wish I bloody never had you!'' She shouted, my heart stopped for a second. Tears ran down my cheeks, she let go of my hand.

I want my father, whoever he is. I know his better then this. I love him and want to be with him. I can't live this way. I have nothing to live for. I don't even go school, I have no friends apart from Stacey an girl who suffers some similar problems as me. We both want to runaway..

I can't belive she said this, everything. I was an accient!? I looked at her, she just smirked. ''Your an bitch!!'' I just seem to have shouted that. I started to run off, I heard gasping and people whispering.

I knew no one would let me go, so they most of them tried stopping me.

I pushed past the people who tried pulling me back..

Please help me, Lord help me...

This is just an introduction of the uncoming story I'll be writing :) Hope you like it so far, thanks xx Please vote and read Keep The Secret xx TY