Finding out you had terminal cancer was the worst thing that ever happened to Chris, the doctor saying you barely had three months to live made it worse... As soon as the SK headline tour was launched Chris would call you everyday to make sure you were alright; he didn't want it to end like this. He loved you so much. As soon as he was in Ireland he made sure to visit you and spend the night at your house, just so he could see your face one last time.
And that was the last time.
The next day you both said your goodbyes and the boys set off to the next venue, leaving you with your mom and Chris' mom.
That night he tried to call you to tell you that the performance had gone well.
You didn't pick up.
Again and again he tried calling you.
Someone picked up.
"Amber is that you?' I've been so-"
"Hello C-Chris." Chris' mum, Trish, sobbed over the phone.
"Mam? What's going on?" Chris questioned, panic showing in his voice.
"Amber died, honey..." Trish whispered. Chris dropped his phone, a feeling of surrealism washed over him; he felt like all of this was some twisted dream and he would wake up with you beside him...
But it wasn't.
He let the tears flow freely down his face as he lay in his bunk, deciding weather or not to perform tonight.
"You alright mate?" Jake questioned, sitting down next to him.
"She's g-gone..." Chris replied, sobs making his body shake uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry..." Jake whispered, a tear falling from his eye as you were his best friend. "Let's go tell the others, eh?"
"Y-yeah..." Chris mumbled, pulling himself out of his bunk and making his way to the hotel that stood opposite the bus.
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Chris had decided to perform, he knew it's what you would have wanted to do... About 5 songs in they had to sing 'Fix You', Chris let the tears fall freely as they sang it; all the audience noticed something was wrong and were all yelling at Chris.
"Let's let Chris talk..." James whispered to the others, they all stopped singing and they all hugged Chris.
"Chris do you wanna talk to them about it buddy?" Jake questioned, Chris nodded in reply.
"Uh h-hello ever-ybody..." Chris whimpered into the microphone. "As you a-all pro-bably kn-now I'm a l-little upset... We-well, my g-girlfriend Amber pa-ssed away due to c-cancer." The room fell silent as all of the boys started to cry.
They all missed you.
