'' your jeans look a little tight today Cassandra, have you put on a bit of weight?'' That's how it all started . My strive for perfection. I stare at obviously photoshoped models for hours a day, hoping, praying that one day i'll look like that. I look at their ribs poking through, twigs for fingers, match stick legs. Others call it a disorder. I call it perfect.
I can feel the pain in my stomach from yesterdays starving as I woke up, knowing I should have ate but I didnt. Avoiding the subject of regret, I undress and stand in front of the mirror shamefully to be the owner of what I see. I step into the running shower that instantly awakens me, pulling at the thick layer of fat, tears fall down my face one by one, silently falling along with the water dripping of my pale skin. This usually happens when my body is visible to me, which I try to hide as much as possible but it still finds it ways to ruin me. Quickly stepping out of the shower, keeping distance from the mirror, I throw on my clothes which today seems to be a carefully selected pair of leggings and a extremely baggy jumper I found at the back of my step dads closet. Pulling my hair together at the top of my head into a bun and finally spraying my perfume to my skin, I'm ready to go.
*Hey, as you can probably tell, this is my first fan fiction. Thank you for reading and i hope you like it so far, ill be updating it every week on Fridays and maybe earlier if I'm not busy. I'm not the most amazing writer but i do try my best thank you again
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Skinny Love (Harry Styles Fanfic)
FanfictionCassandra is a teenager striving a skinny body, she'll do anything. It soon becomes a uncontrollable obsession. With her bones becoming more defined each day its clear shes unhealthy and in need of help but she refuses until she can hear it from som...
