Save me (Niall Horan fanfic) (abandoned)

Prologue

A/N Everyone this is all true up until the one direction come in, the main character is me and everything I say is 100% true. Please no hate, enjoy reading.

~Prologue~

Hello my name is Alexis and I am 14 years old. I live in united states, and have loved One direction since they first got on X factor. I have had my crush on Niall ever since I layed eyes on him. Everyone picks favorites so nothing different. I have been in almost a year relationship with a guy named Kendall. Problem is we live thousands of miles apart, but we chose to make it work. At first it was great but then he started cheating. I found out months later and was devasted, so I did something I'm not proud of I cut...

It ended up being he started cutting too, I'm not saying its normal and none of you should ever do what I did. I did not handle the problem right. After a while I forgave him, and we dated again.

Note at the time I was 13 and he was 15.

Anyways months after months after months we fought broke up and got back together, and it ended up turning me bulmic and anorexic to this day. 

One day he messaged me and plain out said "Alexis, we can't talk anymore."

Of course I was heart broken, I begged and pleased. I told him "I'll eat more, I'll stop harming myself. PLEASE! Just don't leave!!!"

But he did. He left. So I swore to god I would end my life, and I tried.

I tried to commit suicide, this wasn't the first time. But I talked to my best friends and they talked me out of it. They loved me, which is was I needed and I ended up stopping.

I also swore to never... love... again.

Sorry this is so short but this is just the prologue! I honestly don't know if anyone will even see this but I hope so.. So far this story is 100% true. But what will happen? Will she find another love or never love again? Keep reading to find out!

LIKE

COMMENT

FOLLOW!