Loveless

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"There I was an empty piece of a shell,

Just minding my own world;

Without even knowing,

What love and life were all about..."

I did not bother to continue my song because it was too awkward for me, my classmates are already staring while i'm singing. It feels like they were so amaze based on the looks that they're giving me. Well, hindi sa pag mamayabang pero maganda boses ko. Psh

"That's the lyrics of a song that I can describe what my life is Miss Buenaventura. And if you don't mind, can I now be sitted?" ,sambit ko sa professor namin.

"Yes. Yes you may now sit down miss. Thank you, let's give a round of applause to her. Ang ganda ng boses mo, ang lamig sa pandinig." Huh, sabi sainyo eh. Inirapan ko lang siya dahil wala akong samud makihalubilo sa klase pero ako padin ang pinagdiskitahan niya.

I just shook my heads off sign as a sign of my irritation, I put once again my earphones in my ears instead of listening to those non sense lecture of my professor.

After five to ten minutes she decided to finished her lecture and dismissed the class early. I was about to stand up when someone grabbed my arms.

"Still inside a shell and afraid to go outside huh?! Such a coward girl." Oh my! Here we go again, she's still trying so hard just to make me pissed.

"Yes, lalo na kung ikaw ang makikita ko. At ang pagmumukha ng lalaking 'yon." Sagot ko at akmang pumiglas sa pagkakahawak niya sa braso ko.

"Sinong lalaki? Sinong lalaki Precious? Si Jericho ba ang tinutukoy mo? O si Zeus? O baka naman kasi cannot be define dahil madami kang lalaki sa buhay?" Sagot niya with her evil smile.

"Of Course with Jericho my dear, I won't bother going out of a shell if going out will just make me feel pity on you Lala. Baka kasi pag labas ko ng shell ko makita ulit kitang nakaluhod habang sinasamba mo si Jericho. You better be careful of what you owned, because as far as I know yung lalaking niluluhuran mo eh gustong makuha ang buong atensiyon ko." Ngumiwi siya bilang sukli sa mga salita ko at binawi ko ang braso ko sakanya.

"Looks like you're the one who get pissed. See you around Lala.", inirapan niya ko bago ako makalabas ng classroom.

"Fvck you!" Sigaw niya.

Huminto ako saglit sa labas ng classroom at binawiaan siya, "Go fvck yourself my dear.", I laughed so hard and watch her expression.

Nakita kong lumapit sakanya si Jericho at sinabing "That's hard, you can't fuck yourself want me to help you Lala?" He kissed harshly Lala on lips at nangiti si Lala pero nang nkita niyang natawa ako ay sinampal niya agad si Jericho. Pagkatapos non ay umalis na ako sa kinatatayuan ko at napag desisyunang gumala muna.

I was on the parking lot when I saw someone standing on my BMW. He's so uptight, he wears a long sleeve white polo and a faded jeans. He's wearing an aviator and from what I see he has a perfect nose, a red kissable lips, oh my ang pogi sht hubog na hubog ang panga niya and his jaw clenched when he saw me. He smiled and a dimple formed into his face, he removed his glasses and He look at me deeply.

I knew it. It was him. My ex-fiancé. Zeus. Zeus Nataniel Navalta.

"Yes? What do you need Zeus?"
"I want you back. I love you. You used to love me, pero bakit iniwan mo ako ng ganun nalang Babe?", he gently caressed my waist and he hug me so tight.

Nagpumiglas ako pero masyado siyang malakas. Hinayaan ko nalang siya.

I missed this. I miss him, I miss those times na pag nalukungkot ako yayakapin niya lang ako and then I feel so secured.