Chapter 1 - Kyle

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Johnnie Guilbert.

 My bestfriend,

My Youtube partner,

And the person I've secretly been in love with for 4 years. "Please?" I ask again. "No." Johnnie said Justas he has the previous times I've asked. I've been trying to get him to kiss me for a month now. I've asked him 8 times and he always says no.. I know he's straight. Its not like i'm trying to get him to make out with me or anything. Just like a peck. I want him to be my first kiss. Yea. I'm 17 and I haven't even had my first kiss. I really don't blame people though. I don't understand how anyone could love me. I certainly don't. "Just a peck?" I ask him again. "How many times do I have to say no? That's just gross. I mean I don't have a problem with you being gay but i'm not."  Johnnie said. I could feel the tears pooling in my eyes so I blink them away best as possible. "I didn't mean to offend you." Johnnie says.





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