Waited On You

It all started in 7th grade. It was my 1st year at this new school. Mater Academy was a school like about a block away from Young Womens Prepatory academy, the school I was at before. Well The 1st day wasn't such a good day. It was more like really weird to me, of course why wouldn't it be? I didn't know anyone. And mostly half of the kids in all my periods already were in this school last year. Oh well I found my own way soon enough....

In my 1st period I would always sit in this chair infront by the door. I didn't talk to anyone, I was the shy type of girl. It was gonna take time for me to talk, unless someone talked to me 1st then maybe I would talk atleast a little. So anyways. I dont't know why but The girls would sit on one side, and the guys would sit on the other side of the room. But there was this one kid who the 1st day of school he sat where the girls sat. I was like okay whatever I guess. But then weeks passed and he was always sitting on our side of the room and he would always sit in the middle row in the back. I was in a all girl school in 6 grade so I don't know, I kinda was desperate to have a boyfriend. So I wanted one.. I would look at all the boys that were infront of me. Most of them were alright, good looking I guess. But then I would look to the back and look at this kid.. I didn't think of him as cute or anything at 1st. But by the 2nd week of school in the middle of the week. I would always look back where he was sitting, and it was funny how whenever I would look back he was looking up at me already, but of course I would panic and turn right back around. I thought to myself and said This Kid is cute. He looks like my type. Skinnys, vans, white lol. Brown eyes. Not too muscular looking or skinny, skater type. I like that. So then that's when I realized I liked this kid. But I'm not sure why I would look at him wayy too much? That wasn't like me. I would never stare like literally all the time at a kid I liked. But something just made me focus my eyes on him all the time. I had P.e with this girl Eileen a friend of his, I didn't know until She told me, well because I asked her if she knew who the kid I liked was and that's when she said Who EFRAIN! I told her too lower her voice but yes it was him, I pointed at him when she yelled out his name, I had No clue what his name was. I just knew I liked him. I remember when she called him over while I tried telling her to stop. She said.. Aye Danielle likes you. While he was walkin over here, but when he got to our table, he said to eileen what happen she told him nevermind. But he said but, didn't you say she liked me? And Eileen said no. Efrain, said oh I thought she liked me. And Eileen was like noo lol bye. And he just shrugged his shoulders and left. I was blushing. I don't know how this happened. But little by little like the whole class knew I liked Efrain. But when he found out I freaked! But oh well he was gonna find out anyways. My starring constantly at him was obvious I liked him. I'm such a smart ass! Then I met Julissa, the girl I became really close with. She knew Efrain like that and she then started trying to help me to get to talk to him atleast become friends. But I was too shy to even say Hi to him, what an ''IDIOT'' I told her that I was. Julissa didn't think I was an Idiot, she just thought I needed time to speak to him. But Noo Efrain decided to be the friendly type, and most of the time he would just be like... I'm Efrain, what's up? And All I could do was freeze and stare at him!!! Julissa would be like Danielle? And aventually I would just look down to the floor and take off walkin really fast. I just couldn't talk to him. I was too scared too. I guess Efrain was different, He made me sooo nervous. I couldn't talk to him, if I sat by him, I would shake. It was horrible but that's how I was around him. But when I found out he was going out with someone aka: Jenedy A girl I was friends with at 1st I don't know what was going on between them, but in Mr. Delgado's class. I remember writting him a note. And All I could remember is him looking up and just smiled at me. He wrote back and handed the note to me with such a smile on his face. I aventually started talking to him, but I felt like it didn't matter that much because he had a girlfriend. But oh well Atleast I started talkin to him, it was a start. Well days passed and me and Efrain started talkin more and more. But then Julissa, Efrain and me started talkin more too. We aventually starting sitting together in lunch. Would fuck around in class and hang out thru the hallways. But Julissa noticed Me & Efrain were closer now. Lol, she would bother me about him. But It didn't matter because he had Jenedy soo. Around January Me and Efrain became really close friends, close enough to be bestfriends. He knew I liked him, I guess he was cool with that..... I didn't like love him, I just really liked him. But aventually I just got over him a little. He would always tell me about how he wasn't happy with Jenedy. I would tell him to just break up with her and he wouldn't say anything. I remember in February it was my birthday, and people just started signing my binder. I told Efrain to sign it, and what he put was, Happy Birthday, I love you (As A Friend)

But no then the fucking ugly fat bitch of his girlfriend got a sharpie and tried taking it off and scribbaling all over it. But that wad okay, I didn't say anything. It wad cool, No Problem. I Don't remember when He finally broke up with her. I just know I was sooo glad he did. But that still didn't matter. He went out with 2 other girls during the year, but whatever I had a Boyfriend the 2nd and 3rd girlfriend he went out with. Yes It did bother me how he went out with them, but was I gonna do? I was not gonna yell at him or be like what the fuck!!! I just was calm about it. Anyways June was finally here. He told me to skipp class just to be with him. I honestly don't know why he did that, but I said okay about it. I spent my last day before school ended with him... It was the Best but It was Him. Well I said Good Bye to him..blah, blah, blah. I don't what got into him but he inboxed me one day on FaceBook saying he wanted my phone number, I asked him why? He told me because he needed to tell me something important. Sure he did. Anyways I gave him my number. He called me the next day, and We talked normal how we usually did. Around June 18 I told him I had broke up with the guy I was going oit with, but before that he use to ask me how was Me and Him doing.. Like what the hell? He never asked me about any of the other boys I went out with. Oh well I guess. Efrain asked me that same day, why him, why did I choose him out of all the boys in the class. I told him because, He was the skater type with the skinnys and vans. He was cute as hell, and I don't know, he's what I wanted. And then He told me he did like me. I didn't believe him, I told him he was lying. Efrain said it in such a serious way that he did, and that he was gonna ask me out. I still don't believe that But oh well he never did. He had the chance but he never asked me. I kinda got tired of waiting but I didn't give up on this idiot lol. He was such a headache. Bothering me all the fucking time best way to spend time together kn school. Haha. But Efrain was adorable, he was always there for me, he was supportive, he would give me some what advice Lol. He was the only person I actually could tell anything to. Efrain loved to annoy me soo much. I would always hit me but of coursr he was gonna just allow to be hit, he would hit me back lol. His hits hurt but I didn't cry about it.

We became friends with benefits we already were in school but nothing happened again once we did what we did that day in Ms. Fernandez's class. But in the summer we aventually started flirting by the ending of June. But by the eneding around July I'm guessing my cousin started talkin to him and telling him that she knew he liked me but he refused and said No he didn't. But she aventually told me that he was gonna ask me out, like she knew he was. But I think I was the one who got him to finally feel like he needed to ask me out. I didn't mean to make him ask me out, but he just did. And I ''Freaked'' I was soooo fucking happy. He told me ''I Love You'' that same day. Maybe he did but He didn't know how to say it. But I started having serious feelings for him like in march but Nobody knew about that. But well Now We've been together for 10 Months now we make 1 Year In July. We went through alot we spent like 2 or 3 months without seeing each other. But I finally told my mom and cleared it out to her. It worked because I had my theraphist to explain to her, anf besides my mom knew we liked each other and that we talked on the phone every single day! But I'm Happy Now, I have him, He's Mine and he's all I need. He is soo Amazing. I love Him soo much.

I hope we make it, because I don't wanna lose him for anything.

July 27,2012,

Best Day Of My life.