A Song of Anticipation [UPDATED]

Chapter 3 : I Will Be Your Date

****************************************Chapter 3:  I Will Be Your Date***********************************

 BBbUuuuuggGGggss!   

My eyes are closed, I can barely hear a sound. For a moment there I thought we're gonna crash. But I feel so warm, I guess I'm still alive.

I open my eyes.

"Huh?" Nagulat nalang ako ng marealize ko na yakap-yakap ako ni Kaloy. He was holding me tight .He must have done that to protect me from hitting my head.

"Kaloy?" I said almost whispering, sa sobrang lakas ng pag tibok ng puso ko I can barely breathe. Medyo nahihilo din ako, I think we spin there for a second.

I look up to see his face, which cause me a minor heart attack. Dumudugo ang kaliwang noo ni Kaloy! but I know he's  conscious dahil mahigpit pa rin ang hawak niya sakin. He has his eyes closed, and this weird expression as if he's having a bad dream.

"Kaloy! Kaloy.." hindi ako maka alis sa yakap ni Kaloy. I have to do something para tumigil ang pag dugo ng noo niya.

"I'm sorry Panyang." he just whispered.

"Sira ka talaga.." is all I can say 'cause I felt like my eyes are burning with tears. Lalo lang akong nanlambot.

I suddenly become aware of the surrounding, I can hear the ambulance coming. Maya-maya pa ay isang first aid na ang nag bukas ng pinto namin and helped us out of the car.

That's when I realize na grabe pala ang nangyari, mukhang ilang kotse pa ang na damay sa collision. Buti nalang we didn't crash on other cars.  Bumanga ang kotse ni kaloy sa race track railing na gawa sa rubber 'causing less impact. Samantalang dalawang kotse pa ang tila nag ka-bunguan din sa may unahan.

Next thing I know, we're on the hospital. Me and Kaloy we're both examined for possible external injuries. Luckily we're both just fine, except for some bruises. Kaloy had a cut on his left forehead at medyo na bugbog din ang left arm niya. As for me, not even one bruise but a deep ache in my heart for blaming my self for what happened.

Naka-uwi na din kami, Kaloy insisted on going home since hindi naman na niya kailangan mag pa-confine. Sabi ng mga doctors he just need some rest for his wounds to heal. So I have to stay with Kaloy, out of town kasi ang Daddy niya, I told my parents about what happen but I didn't told them that I was also in the car so they let me stay with Kaloy.

"I'm sorry..T.T" Nangingilig ang boses ko at nangingilid na ang mga luha sa mata ko as I sat at side of his bed.

"No, I'm-….. Sorry." he said habang pinapahid ang luha ko. "I'm sorry kasi lagi ka nalang napapahamak dahil saken, I'm sorry for being so irresponsible and childish, I'm sorry for not always protecting you, and I'm sorry for being the worst best friend.."  his eyes are full of emotion.