I Should Have Never Kissed You (Lilo/Nouis/Zarry)

I'm Sorry Liam.

Zayn's POV 

I would've expected more from Liam. I would never in a million years thought that Liam would do such a thing to a best friend like Louis. I mean come on, how do you not love that striped shirt, coloured pants lad? It's bloody impossible! And don't say shit like 'Nothing's impossible' because hating Louis is impossible.

Anyways, as I watch Liam sprint up the stairs on the other side of the living room, I hop over the couch like in those James Bond movies and make a B-line through the kitchen and up the stairs to Liam's room. I reach the door a little late and hear the lock click. Niall and Hazzabear are at my heels and reach the door seconds after a tad bit out of breath. Niall composes himself and latches on to the door banging and kicking at the door his face red and angry. Wow. I've seen Nialler angry, but nothing compared to this. 

I've always known he had a crush on Louis, it's becoming more prominent as this whole situation unravels but I will have to talk to blondie over here when he doesn't look like he's going to fuck someone up. 

"Get the fuck out here like a real man so I can kick your ass Payne!!" Niall screeches kicking the door elicting a cracking sound from it.

"P-please let me explain James...." Hold your shit, seriously hold it. Liam NEVER calls Niall by his middle name. NEVER and when I mean never, I mean as in the name sounds foreign on Liam's tongue. 

Automatically, Niall stops banging and just stares at the door, almost like he might get heat vision and burn the door down. 

"W-why should I even want to hear an explanation from you Liam! After what you put Lou through! How?!" Niall yells slamming his fist down on the door hard making Harry jump back into my arms, I wrap a secure are around him and kiss his neck looking intently at Niall. "How am I suppose to forgive you..." Niall whispers putting his head against the door letting some tears fall. 

"I-If I un-unlock the door will you let me explain...please all three of you need to understand please....I can't have you hate me. I would...." he trails off everything goes deadly silent and I hear him sob from the other side of the door, "kill myself..." my knees go weak. Would he really do that? He's the most strong willed person besides Niall and his carefree self. We would be a bloody disaster if it weren't for Liam. 

"Okay, we'll hear you out mate." Harry says confidently. I look at him and he looks at me with worried eyes processing the same thing as I. 

The door unlocks and Liam opens it a tad bit scared Niall might jump him there but all Niall does is look down pushes Liam and opens the door walking in to sit on the bed. I untangle myself from Harry and walk inside. 

We look at Liam expectantly and he sits on the bed by the headboard putting his legs to his chest and wrapping his arms securing-like around himself while the three of us sit Cris Cross at the end of the bed like it was some primary school tale. 

"Do you g-guys know how when management a-allows makes me discuss how I lost m-my vi-virginity at fourteen?" Liam questions us and we nod, "Do guys notice after every time I discuss it I disappear for a good two or three hours?" he questions again we also nod, "Do any of you know why I do that?" he questions once more and we shake our heads no and he sniffles looking down at the sheets.

"B-because....I never lost my virginity to a college girl like I'm forced to say....I...I was.....r-r-raped" he whispers almost not audible but we hear it. All our jaws drop but he isn't done, "by a man..." fucking great. Didn't see that shit coming at all. 

"W-what?" Niall stutters looking at Liam's constricted puffy-eyed face and letting a steady stream of tears run down his face.

"Why didn't you tell us mate?" I ask my voice cracking as I feel my eyes also well up with tears. I can't believe he kept this from us.