Secrets

2:00 pm, afternoon.
I was returning from school, the biggest thing at my school is keeping secrets. I'm in 3rd grade. I'm nine...yes I was held back. I didn't know anything and wouldn't learn. My best friend Caylee I told so many secrets to her.... But now, she's not my friend anymore. She forgot about me...she's acting like a different person now. She was so sweet, now she just laughed at me, while I stood there crying. All my secrets I told her...the promises I made, everything I did to her to make her my damn best friend. It didn't work.. I usually go by Mariah, but Mari is what I go by (Mar-ee) "Hey Mariah! Guess what! Caylee isn't gonna be at this school anymore! Aren't you happy!?" Ciera
Said in a happy tone. "Yeah...happy..." I sounded depressed. Ciera was wondering why I was upset. She knows Caylee and I aren't friends anymore! I just, feel so deep now. It Breaks me.. I tried to be happy everyday of my life. It just failed so bad, I was about to burst into tears in class while everyone was laughing at me, I would get so mad I would break a chair in class. One time I got a chair and smacked it against a boys head for laughing while I presented. My family says I have "Mental disorders.." It worries me, that I even have stuff like that! Why am I so insane!! I had a friend Melanie she is like my only best friend who cares about me. My brother always told me to stay away from the street and stuff. I never listened, I never do. My mom said I tons of phobias and Disorders. That's what makes me depressed and worried....I-I don't mean to scare anyone... It's just how I REACT. My dad died in a accident with my baby sister she was only 2 years old... I only have a mom and a stupid brother. They forget about me sometimes, usually I like sitting at the curb where my street is, my life is so messed up... And what's sadder....I'm just starting to begin my life.... After I got back to school....Caylee invited me to Come over with her stupid friends. She was looking so mean while saying it.......I'm scared. But anyways I followed...
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