Forbidden Taste

Chapter Three

Ezra

This couldn't be real, it had to be some kind of sick joke that god was playing on me. Maybe my sins was finally catching up. I exhale loudly and run my hands through my hair. Her eyes... Her lips, even the way she acted was just like my Lucy. She died about three years ago, killed by drunk assholes who couldn't drive.

We all knew how werewolf's have the ability to heal fast but by the time I got to her she bled out beyond repair. That was the day I vowed I would never love someone again to safe myself from the pain and anger.

No one understood what it was like to see her dying and not being able to do anything about it... My sister and friends would always try and help me get past the bad emotions and eventually I did. It just resolved around alcohol and drugs. I would never touch the stuff again. I was alive and I finally felt some sort of hope in my life after she passed.

Lucy and me never got the chance to mate but I knew somewhere deep down there was a reason why we didn't.... And that it somehow had something to do with Nala. I still couldn't shake that feeling of how things would be if I was there before she died, if I saved her. She was my high school sweetheart and my only love. She had violet eyes that were just a little darker than Nala's. Their so much a like in both personality and looks. I still couldn't figure it out. I knew I had to find out how something like this was even remotely possible. I knew she wasn't Lucy but I couldn't help but think maybe this is my second chance to make things right...

I shake my head in annoyance, she's just a human! My wolf growls within me as if he knows I wouldn't want to give her up. I couldn't help but think of how much danger she would be in if I got what I wanted. Her. Things were never easy when it came down to being around me and I knew the only way to keep her safe was by not seeing her again.

My body starts to shake slightly and a wave of familiar pain washed over me. My body flushes hot and I feel my body getting ready to turn . I quickly take off my clothes in a rush. My wolf howling to come out and I give in to the sensation of turning. 

I shake into my wolf form and sniff the air for humans close by. We didn't have to hide but there was still humans with guns, and they wanted nothing but to kill and hunt. I run at full speed to edge out my emotions. The stones and rocks crumbling against my paws and the trees blurred as I ran.

I stop by the lake I grew up around as a child and inhale the smell of smokey, old rotting leaves and the musky scent of the lake. This was the one place I could relax and hardly anyone would go here.

The cool water soothed against my warm wolf body, as I was about to go fully in when a delicious smell smothered me and intoxicated all of my senses.

Before I realised what was happening I rushed to that familiar scent. It didn't take me long to notice who was there as I reached end of the woods. Luckily there was still too many trees for anyone to spot me. I wanted to be with her and breath in every ounce of her unique smell. What is happening to me?

I didn't want to scare her if I walked into the clearing being a wolf, so I look around and saw a house next door to them with washing on the line. I quickly notice some men clothes that maybe a bit little but I still shoved them on.

As I moved back to where Nala was I noticed how she was staring at the sky looking into the stars as if they were the most beautiful thing to watch. He looked peaceful and yet I saw sadness that clouded her.

I take a step forward and as I got closer she still didn't notice me so I just watched. Nala started to get up and I growl in protest. Her head shoots round and her eyes connect with mine, she makes an not so innocent sound as if she wants me as much as I wanted her. I couldn't help but notice how she was at a party and yet she looked lonely. It almost made me want to claim her right there and maker her mine.

After seeing her rushing inside, I started grinning. She was shy and blushed every time  she looked at me with those gorgeous set of violet eyes. I defiantly made her feel flustered.
I was tempted to walk inside to the party just to see her but I turn around and head back in the woods to get home.

This was going to go bad I just knew it.

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