Alone

August 19, 2015

Dear Diary,

I'm moving away from New York all the way to California.

I had 19 friends, and together we are 20.

Or were 20..

At least mom got me a phone when I was 13.

Btw I'm Carissa Savannah Varana.

Yes. Different name.

Still sad here.

I moved to a new school.

Hollywood University.

I feel SOO lost..

Like..ALONE!

I didn't want this to happen.

I swear I'm going to jump out of this car I'm riding in..!

So, we are gonna to be in a HUGE mansion-unlike our tiny

apartment in new York with the stinky old basement, where I

would getaway to the mall and hangout with my friends' and

watch the cars go by at the nearby icecream shop.


MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FRIENDSSS'!!!!!!!

It's NEVER gonna be the SAME+WITHOUT=THEM!!!!!!

Well, in a week I'm gonna be going to school. Man!

I think it's gonna be SOO DEPRESSING.

I'm at the NEW mansion..it's cool,-unlike #x2

My home getaway and my OLD friends' at my OLD school---

University!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I'm an only child and my dad is my ONLY parent.

Mom died when I was 15. I'm 20 right now and I'm going to a NEW
college. WITHOUT my old friends'!

I can't believe I'm gonna work at a hotel maybe with some CUTE

guys...and not have ANY of my OLD friends to hang with!

Inside the mansion, there's a golden chandlier with REAL

diamonds. Especially I was SUPRIZED on how big my NEW

room..I feel sorry for my dad! My room is like: 1 acre big!

My dad's room is 3 acres big..but I only felt sorry for him because

he'll be alone..and soon I'll probably move out and get another

home.. Now I'll feel bad..!

And the dining room...woah. My dad ordered online, a 100 foot

long gold table! With golden chairs! I know...I feel rich!

What if the new friends I make in college..they treat me cheap and

ONLY want the stuff I own?? That's a chapter million!

Well, I'm not positive with myself..well on with what my dad

bought for the house...his room is complete of gold! Golden every

thing!! He wished it was black since mom died...and he wanted it

because he knows he'll NEVER meet the woman of his dreams

again. I know how to control my emotions. I just know I can. I'm

just letting it out on my diary! Like, who does THAT??

*Sigh*

So my dad has bought all kinds of gold stuff. Not like I'm

complaining! I LOVE light purple mixed with gold,

so...yayyyyy!!! My room is that mix and..PRETTY!!

I'm starting to get comfortable in my new room in this new

mansion! That's great!!☺☺☺ I have WiFi and everything!

I'm registering in my college on my laptop and looking at my

board...

I see all kinds of people! Hmmmmmmmm...

Ladies:

There's Karen Mcoy!

And there's Sara Hollist!

Madaliah Drieomes

Camaria Rquaro

Sandra Mandrake

Sasha Wurron

Tera Vertana

Dana Jannta

Teressa Rancove

Theresa Rancove

Milly Rilestone

Lilly Rilestone

And:

Pracia Delorias.

Annnd Men:

Derek Sameras

Ryan Sairio

Max Quinn

Tom Ollorois

Wan Haisar

Caryon Fandoi

Travis Rose

Tim Niur

Willie Naru

Willi Naru

Johnni Tanose

Johnny Tanose

Roy Ranchards

And:

Landon Hills.

You know, I think Travis is TOTALLY cute out of all the guys!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

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I SOOOOOO love him! Even though I don't know him and ONLY

know him by his picture, I'd love to know HIM!!

I was soo in love with his picture and his PERFECT smile, I

downloaded his picture onto my phone! Soooo, I think I forgot

what I'm doing! Lol!!

Well, I'm too tired and can't catch up with the new furniture and

awesome trinkets my dad finds all the time! Oh, and my dad is a

billionaire for his work on architecture, we moved to California so
he can start a movie series and make more money, so no wonder!

Ok.. Getting..Sleepy here...Gn..

(Goodnight)

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Thanks,

Janelle Smith