'Brenae Mia Nicole Criss is my name and staying in trouble and being mean is my game. I am 15 years young with no boyfriend and no phone my circle is small and that's the way I like it. I have no outside life in fact I just got beat for having a boy named Tralon give me something in front of the house outside without permission. I wish everyone saw things from my point of view my life is a total disaster because I had sex with a boy and didn't tell anyone. My parents think I'm a hoe and I'm starting to believe it. My mean demeanor is because I keep getting hurt by the people I love and care for and my trust it's a total wreck. I feel as though I am a Failure but I have so much talent and determination. I just want to be loved truly and dearly from the bottom of someone's heart. I will never find that I truly believe what my parents say is true.The boy I like is a total hoe and he just don't know what I will do to him I already got him attached to me. But I gave up on him 3 weeks ago and he got the memo. By the way his name is Mike but my friend just told that he is for everybody so i give up on him. There is this other boy named Ahkeem he is really torn about relationships I'm going to be the best girlfriend he ever had. It is what it is as most say but it it's all good in the hood. Fuc!k these niggas and bitches family ain't worth shit so life goes on...