My Short Story Of Coming Out

Chapter 1: Introducing Myself

Hey Everybody! My name is Keyaira. My name is pronounced exactly how it is spelled (KEY-AIR-A). I am 15 years old and a sophomore in high school. I have a few close friends and a girlfriend at the moment.  I am the only child left in the house for the time being and  I have an older sister who has graduated and does nails for a living. I have not spoken or seen my father in a long time. I currently live with my supposed mother who does not except me being bisexual. You would think that my own parent would accept me but she doesn't. I knew I was bisexual my 8th grade year in school. I had always had a feeling that I was but I chose to ignore that because I didn't want my friends to look down on me. I didn't want them to be disgusted by me and who I was. I was still the same person just a different sexuality. I saw how my friends treated people from the LGBT Community and instead of stopping them I joined with them and I was truly hurting people. Eventually I felt empty inside. I felt like  was dying slowly, day by day. second by second. All because I was lying to people I cared about and that cared about me. I was so confused with my feelings. I hadn't met anyone at the moment but I was hoping I would soon for the sake of knowing who I truly was. My friends never had a clue. I went through my 8th grade year with the biggest weight on my shoulder all because of me not wanting to be judged. I never had anybody to truly trust in middle school because the moment you told someone a secret it somehow ended up all over the school. Later that year I ended up falling for a boy. He was everything. He started out as my best friend. I told him everything, I trusted him, but not enough to tell him my sexuality. That was one secret I always kept from him. I fell for him. A way that I haven't fell for anybody before. Hell, I was only in the 8th grade for crying out loud. I eventually found out I was nothing but a toy to him. He went out with all my friends and all of them knew I liked him. After that him and the people he went out with and tried to go out with all lost my respect and trust left for them. Because they were no longer my friends I didn't know those people .........................