Chapter 1: The Heart Breaker

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You guys were perfect.
You both were happy, everything was great. Then he had to leave. Your boyfriend Jimin was going back on tour. You can't take it anymore. It hurt to much to keep the relationship going. It was hard but he always managed to call you, and sometimes visit.
But you felt like you didn't get enough of him. It was selfish but you wanted more time, time with him.
"Jimin, we need to talk." You say seriously.
"(Y/N) please don't do this."
"Jimin this isn't fair to either of us. Aren't you tired of struggling to see me. Your schedule is so busy and yet you make time for me just to end up tired the next day. It hurts me to see you like this, and even if you visit me I still want more. I don't see you enough and it's not fair."
He looks at you letting a few tears fall from his eyes. "Please, just don't do this."
"Think of it like this, it's just a break. Okay? When you get back from your  tour I will still be here. Okay?"
In that moment you feel his warm lips on yours, and you can actually feel your heart breaking.
But you don't want him to know, you don't want him to feel worse. He has so much more he needs to worry about than you.
                   
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It's been 5 months and you feel like it was just yesterday you and him broke up.
Your phone rings and it's your Bestfriend
"(Y/N)!!! Me and the girls are going out tonight come with us!"
You think about what you have done in the past 5 months other than sulk and cry. Finally realizing you have been anti social you agree.
"Okay, what time are you coming for me?"
"I'm Coming at 9:00 be ready and wear something cute!"
You hang up the phone and think of what to wear. You finally decide to wear your light washed torn skinny jeans, and a pink crop top, with your white converse.
You do your makeup, and WOW
"(Y/N) you haven't looked this good in a long time" you say to yourself and giggle.
It's 8:30 you decide to curl your hair and with that time your friend is here.
You grab your wallet and keys, and walk out the door.
Your friends are surprised to see you.
"Damn (Y/N) you look so good!"
"Thanks guys!"
It took about an hour to get to the club you were going to but once you got there, you turned into a completely different person. You were more confident, you were actually smiling, and dancing.
You had a few shots and was feeling good. You were completely wasted by the end of the night.
You wake up in your apartment the next morning reeking of alcohol. You took a shower feeling refreshed you check your phone to see the damage done on social media. You unlock your phone to see you messaged Jimin. More than once, you even called him.
"Shit." You whisper to yourself. You go through the messages and realize it was nothing too bad. I mean you haven't talked to him since the "break". In the texts you tell him you miss him, you laugh in relief he knew you were drunk.
It was a nice winter day so you decided to go for a walk in the city and do some shopping.
You have been out for and hour and suddenly you get a phone call. You look at the caller I.D.
It's Jimin.
"Hello?" You answer a little embarrassed of what you did last night.
"(Y/N) it's so good to hear your voice." When you hear him say that you can almost paint his warm smile in your head.
"Oh, really?" You blush not realizing how much you missed him.
"I was just calling you to see if you were okay."
You nervously laugh "Yes I'm fine, thanks for checking in on me. Well you must be busy so I'll let you go."
"Okay (Y/N) talk to you soon."
*click*
Talk to you soon?? You thought to yourself.
Why is he acting like nothing happened? I broke his heart, I thought he would hate me.
You continue your day shopping and end up buying your self a new closet.

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