I'm torn
Disgusted
But all of it
With myself.
Why? I
Don't know,
But maybe she
Will help me find
The right answer.
Because she has been down many roads
Many paths, and she stands here today
A strong person, entity, that no one can stand up to.
I want to be this way and I try, but that's the thing,
I cannot be what I'm truly not,
I want or have to be something else, someone else,
But that is what I don't know.
