"come back to reality"

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hey its me jacky im back i havent been on in hella long sorry i just needed time.hope you enjoy💞

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i was pressing my nails against the the table up and down the pattern looked cool,hearing as the clock ticked.come on,come on,i whispered to my self.i was in class and everyone was suppose to be reading but really all of us were counting down on the clock till the bell rang.DING!!the bell rang and everyone went crazy.oh did i forgot to mention ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!i shoved the book in my backpack and stood up.ran for the door,i looked from hall to hall,kids everywhere how am i suppose to go through this?!its a jungle.i took a deep breath and shoved myself in,i was pushed from shoulders and kicked at the knees.finally i got out from the hall and walked to the front of the school where i meet my friends to walk home.my friends said my house is pretty big and it has a pool so how any better to start summer than with friends.omg no,i laughed jen was trying to get me to kiss shawn.shawn stood there completely okay with it.just to shut you up,i looked over at shawn blushing like crazy.i walked over to face him and he looked up.i cupped my hands on his cheeks and leaned in.he wrapped his hands around my waist.the kiss was so passionate and smooth."cough,cough"i heard steph fake coughing.i totally forgot they were their.i pulled away and giggled

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i laughed at the stupidity my friends were doing,they were seducting me until i jumped off the board.fine!just,just stop please,i covered my eyes.they laughed and cheered me on.i lifted my arms into a straight plank,i was gonna jump off a diving board.i ran toward the end and threw myself.i went down and opened my eyes.i looked around it was cool.the water was crystel blue my fav color.we also had dolphin and fish design on the bottom.i swam up i was running out of air.i was so close to the top when something yanked me down.i looked back and saw my ankle braclet was stuck in the drain.i pulled and pulled no use.i paniced.was this my last moment?i started breathing in water i couldnt hold it anymore.the burning feeling of the water in my throat hurt really bad.last thing i saw was shawn pulling me up.i felt hard pushing against my chest,but i coulnt breath.what the hell is going on.i felt air trying to breath into me.finally my lungs worked.i lifted up and breathed weavily.i looked to my side and shawn looked relived and worried.are-shawn was intrupted.OmG ARe U OKay!!!!!my "girl-friends" crowded over me.im fine,i stood up.Well we should get dressed and set up a bonfire,shawn stuffed his hands in his pockets and smiled.i noticed it was dark now so yeah.i smiled yes and he went to go ask my dad.me and the girls went to get dressed.

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he totally likes u!!jen squealed.omg fr!!steph said.I ship!!laura added.Whatever,i brushed my pink comb through my brown wet hair.i was also staring at myself in the mirror,i really never cared what i looked like.but i just noticed i have really big lips like omg.and i have gem green eyes exactly like my dad.ohhh my eyebrowz on fleek,i heard the girls laughing.oops did i say that out loud.well i just went with it.They are!!i brushed my fingers on them.we finally finished and went down stairs.we walked outside and the boys were sitting around the fire,i heard shawn whisper my name to chris.hum i heard my name.i sat right next to shawn.he stayed quiet.Shawn likes you!!!chris yelled.i bumped my butt to shawns.is this true?i smirked.he turned and grabbed my waist and i was now sitting on his lap,woah this is a big step for shawn.well hes that quiet type so yeah.we spent the whole night cracking up on the past.like when we were little and stuff.after it got cold we stopped the fire and watched a movie i fell asleep in shawns arms.