A year has passed since Deepground was destroyed. The horrors are still fresh on my mind. Every dark memory seems to plague it. Every night I have these nightmares. To be more exact at what I am trying to say, I am afraid. My past is haunting me, and I don't know what to do about it. Tifa suggested I start this journal. Apparently, journaling helped her cope with some of the traumas that she had to face at the hands of Shinra and Sephiroth.
My hope is that creating this habit of journaling will help me to better fight the plague of my mind, and to be rid of those nightmares once and for all.
This might not be important in the grand scheme of things, but this is my story, and I want to see it improve. The nightmares might not ever go away, but at least I can have hope.
-Shelke
A/N So like I said before, here on Wattpad Final fantasy is so underrated, and Shelke is an underrated character in an underrated Final Fantasy...so that like makes this story three times underrated! (That like is super awesome somehow! <3 ) Anyway, I love Shelke and I relate to her character (Well...I mean not to the whole Deepground tragic back-story part) so I decided to write this. I tagged it with #visible because I'm going to be talking about anxiety/panic attacks which is something that I struggle with and something that I think isn't mentioned very much in media. Anyway, so I hope you enjoy, follow this account for more awesome fan fics from me and also others. Love y'all -Reibun
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Shelke's journal (FFVIIDOC)
FanfictionShelke is suffering from anxiety attacks and nightmares shortly after they defeat deep ground. Eventually Tifa suggests that she start a journal. This is Shelke's journal, where she writes whatever comes to mind, and attempts to fight the memories o...