you're my chocolate chip 'kookie'

Prologue

I've always been the nice, studious little girl in our class.

I am short, wears glasses and literally look like an elementary student.

I often hear people joking about my appearance, I would just laugh it off but deep inside it's killing me.

I'm nineteen yet people looked at me and treated me like a child.

I would always smile and be friendly to everyone but they often abuse my kindness.

They would not only just ask me to do their homework but also ask me if they could copy all my answers during examinations.

It's just really unfair, but what can I do? I can't tell them how I really feel.

I can't say no because I'm afraid of being hated by people.

I'm always conscious of what they might think of me, always so careful of my actions because I'm afraid that they would stop talking to me once they see my flaws.

It's not just in school that I'm like that though, but also at home.

Being the youngest in the family, I felt the need to keep up with my older sisters.

I grew up competing not only with them but also with myself.

I want my parents to see me as someone they can be proud of and the only way to achieve that is to work my ass off studying.

I honestly don't know who I really am, don't know what my personality really is but after meeting him everything became clear to me.

Everything felt so right.

But then again I was wrong...

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Author's note: This story was created out of boredom so please try to understand if I have tons of errors. And by the way, this is dedicated for a certain friend who deeply fell into Jungkook's charm. I love you, pets! :)