Calum's Note
Dear mom, dad, and friends,
Thank you for everything you have given me for the past 17 years. I'm really sorry for everything that has happened in my life that affected yours. I was really glad to have all of you in my life but I have lost all happiness in my because all the stupid things I have done in my. My life was just fine till I made one stupid mistake that I regret doing in the first place. I'm not in a good state at this point. I feel so alone and that I'm not wanted anymore. I just don't think I can handle life anymore. I just don't want to disappoint anymore people than I already have. I'm sorry to just leave without any notice but I can't handle the fact that I'm invisible to almost everyone out there.
Mom and dad you guys have been fighting on a daily basis now and I don't know how much longer I can take it. I miss having the family time we used to have and all those memories that we all have and loved. I love you guys with all my heart but I can't take this anymore the guilt is getting to me the words in my head is playing with me and my life was just a mistake in my eyes. Thank you for being there for me while you could. I really am going to miss you guys with all my heart. See you in the next life.
Mali thank you for being the best sister you could be to me. I miss you so so much and when you decided to leave home and go to college to pursue your dreams I was left at home and I was devastated. I ruined everything in my life I don't deserve to be here right no but I still am I don't know why but its killing me slowly in time and I can't do this anymore. I love you alright. I'll see you later.
Friends thank you for always being there for me but in times I wish you would help me more than everyone else not leave me behind and leave me to drown. I needed you guys to help me to save me from myself. I wish that I could leave knowing that were okay but I know were not. I wish that everything is better when I leave. I miss everything... From hanging out to doing everything together. I will miss you guys a lot but I've become invisible to everyone. Learn from my mistakes and take it in carefully. I made the mistake of hurting the one I once loved but my love for her has vanished and I didn't mean to break her in such a harsh way.
Amnesia wherever you are I hope you're safe. I miss you so much ever since you left Australia I have never been the same you were and always will be my best friend please stay safe you mean the world to me but I must go... I love you.
Love,
Calum Thomas Hood
YOU ARE READING
Invisible
RastgeleAmnesia Summer Grace was writing her own suicide note at the same time as Calum Thomas Hood was writing his... She had someone in her life once but he was gone... Will they be each others saviors or will they both go done without a fight??
