He really never know,pain rush and rush until he can't take it anymore .and then he cry to himself and say it is all my fault pain and pain he receive and it never ever failed.he feel guilty for his parents death and his aunt say they never loved you so yea now leve for I put my fist in your face and he leave and say "I don't desevere this and he walked and never stop until finally he drift of and never come back
