Levi's p.o.v
Bang. Thud. Ba-thump.
All I could hear was noises inside my head, I swear I was hearing voices now. I don't know. I honestly just want to be psycho. I can't cope with this feeling in my chest, it hurts every time I see him with another. It kills me when he's aware of my presence but ignores it. It completely destroys me when he smiles and I'm not the reason behind it anymore.
"We have to break up. I don't love you anymore. You're too possessive."
I cannot stop thinking of that. Only one thing is fucking stuck in my head since the day he left me, or rather I should say dumped me like shit. I wonder if he ever loved me. Hm, perhaps not. Why am I never good enough for anyone? Just why?
Fuck.
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"Levi"
I heard an angelic voice calling out to me.
"LEVI"
I swiftly opened my eyes, the person standing in front of me was perfect. In fact everything about him was just, just perfect.
"Eren, I love you" I said what was almost like a whisper
"Aw I love you too" replied he.
BANG
I heard a noise, which shook me to wake up. Wake up. Welcome to reality. Stop dreaming. The devil in my head spoke to me.
"What was that noise?" I asked Erwin who was sat next to me.
"Someone dropped their book" he replied laughing.
I "laughed" along with him. But not for long.
I met his gaze, his gorgeous eyes looking at me. I froze. I couldn't look away. I was under his control. Under Eren's control.
There is no escape.
Erwin tapped my shoulder, making me jump a little. Also bringing me back to this foolish reality.
"Fuck! You scared the shit outta me!" I yelled
"I ain't seeing no shit bruh" he smirked.
"Haha, funny" I replied annoyed. I looked in Eren's direction, his head was turned around. The girl sitting next to him pisses me off. Yeah, he dumped me for her. Fucking bitch.
"Ahh, Levi! Is there a reason to why your glaring at Mikasa like that?" The Science teacher, Mr. Martin asked me.
Everyone's eyes were on me. Even Eren's. I can't do this.
"Um, no" I shrugged.
He knows how I feel. I'm hurt. Broken. Shattered.
"Sir, he's probably jealous of me!" The bitch spoke.
Fuck my life.
"Oh please, Mikasa jealous of fucking what!?" I triggered.
"Levi, that's enough" Eren spoke.
Why?
I looked away.
"Your always picking on Mikasa, can you not?" He carried on.
"Shut up." I whispered.
He heard. His expression changed. He looked like he'd been stabbed in the back. But I don't care. I couldn't care less if he's hurt or not. He hurt me. He killed me. Mentally my brains fucked up.
"Right that's enough!" Mr. Martin stated.
Physically I'm here, smiling.
I gave him a huge smile.
It was painful.
He turned around, facing ahead.
The lesson was dragging.
Oh, when can I go home? I thought.
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Finally school was over. I wish my life would end like that.
Oh, who am I kidding?
"Levi, are you free now?" Erwin asked me.
Urgh, I miss him. Haha, yet he dumped me.
"Levi!" Erwin screamed.
"Huh, yeah I'm free." I said stretching the word 'free'.
"Okay! That's great, we can do something together then!" Erwin spoke with so much excitement.
Seriously. I regret everything.
"Yeah, whatever." I replied coldly
I can't do anything. I'm done. I'm dead inside.
"So can we?" He asked
"Yupp" I said, popping the "p".
And with that we both walked away together. Erwin cracking stupid jokes, and then there was me "laughing" or was I?
This may be the last time we say goodbye
This may be the last time we say goodnight
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Rastgele"Without you I'm miserable at best." Eren is forced to leave Levi, his partner because he is engaged to Mikasa. Levi now begins to despise Eren. Can Eren bear the hatred? Once loved, now hated.