It's hard to say goodbye!

The beginning

I was at school today having fun messing about and getting bored of the subjects! Lol I have to get a bus home since I live quite far away from school. My mum would pick me up but she is ALWAYS working, so is my dad but anyway. The jobs they do don't get very much money into the house, my mum is a cleaner and my dad is a person who works in a warehouse. Both full time Uh! I even have a part time job, I work in the pharmacy, it isn't bad just old women mainly shouting at you then saying you aren't speaking loud enough! They are crazy.

So as soon as I walk in the door after my long shift at the pharmacy all I could smell was alcohol. She must of went down to the pub, so I shut the door and lock it behind me and I walk into the mess of a living room and there she was, lying on the sofa covered in sick. I have to treat her like a child now, clean her up and get her to bed. Now that she has ended up like this tonight I should probably make dinner for me and my dad. Even though dad is always in late I have to make him something. So I have tomato soup, making sure I leave half the tin for dad because there isn't another tin just like there is some old cheese and milk in the fridge so I have no chance. I will need to go down to the food bank and get are daily food. When I say daily when my mum can be bothered to!

It is now quite late I don't know what to do now dad still isn't home! I'm scared I might just go to bed. I hate the way mum is like this I know when she is like this I have to be strong and stand up for myself but what she doesn't know is when I go to bed I cry myself to sleep. She needs to do something better with her life.

I here the door creak open it must be dad home hopefully he can sleep in the living room cause I don't want him sleeping with mum I'll go and talk to him and tell him what happened. He is sleeping in the living room, you may think it is big but trust me we have a flat on the top floor of the block of flats, we have a living room, dining room, kitchen all joined as one and it is tiny then we have 2 box rooms ones the bathroom and the other is my room. Then there is a medium sized one and that's mum and dads room. This description may sound good but when you look at it and see the mold the damp places and the bugs you'll think again. I hate having to live like this it's not like I can bring any friends over and if they bring me over to there house I'll have to let them come to my flat. I HAVE NO FRIENDS. I go to school like a tramp because I haven't got a new uniform in 3 years! Go me ! All the other girls pick on me about my uniform being small and grubby , my hair greasy and full of tats , my phone( don't ask it is because I don't have an I phone I have like the olden day brick ones . ) I HATE SCHOOL but mum won't listen to me or anything I say all she cares about is vodka her new idol :|