The Fire Within

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The Fire Lit Within

ONLY few understand the horrors within ourselves. They burn until a day when nothing inside you burns any longer. Nothing can save you from this monster inside because the only person keeping it alive is you. Only you can douse the fire.

I can't begin to mention the horrible consequences that occur with this fire. Until your day of hatred when your fire burns the wick down so far that you can't even love yourself. How can you start to live life if you can't stand who you are living it as?

You are beautiful, gorgeous, important, smart, talented, and so many other things. I wonder why people with all these talents are told they are special but their mind tells them otherwise. Your mind is a powerful thing and it helps you decide which way to turn and it helps you think out decisions. Sometimes you are mistreated so badly by your family that you are misled to think no one will love you. Trust me someone loves you.

That fire will hurt you and will end up burning you from the inside if you don't keep it under control. How do I know so much about this? I have the answer you want but why don't I introduce myself first.

I am Kameryn Becker. You might have heard of me. I am a world pronouns best Forensic anthropologist and counselor. Ask me anything and I will answer you with facts and wisdom. I can be your conscience. I can tell you whether or not to go left, or right.

The point I'm trying to get to is that I am willing to help you. With the power of God within me I can get through anything. So can you. I know you don't think you can but a very wise person once said to me, If I can't love who I am, how will I ever love who I will become?

That got me thinking. I can see the wheels turning around in your head as well. That sentence is very powerful and very meaningful. But it took me this long to understand what it really means. To me it means that if I do self harm and if I hate myself, when I get older those scars will still be across my heart and all they will be are reminders of how my life once was. I don't want a scar filled life I want sleepovers and makeup and relationships and education. Everyone wants to live their life to the fullest. So if you want your life to be so fulfilled then why are you ruining it with a knife? Life is a precious thing. I believe in life after death with God but doesn't that mean you only live once? Isn't that telling us that once you have lived you will never live again? Why waste such a precious one in a lifetime moment with something sharp enough to cause you pain?

Your life means a lot to the world. Your imagination drives your spirit to wondrous creations but if your spirit is full of hatred then what is going to help you in this world?

I know I am asking a lot of questions but are you thinking about the meaning of all of them? They mean a lot to some people and not a lot to others but if you think about everything then this story will make even more sense to you.

I want to help people in this world. Families should love their children till death do them part, instead of suicide separating them.

Everyone in this world deserves a chance for success and greatness. Remember what I said earlier? About if you can't love who you are then how will you love who you will become? Yea, well I asked this question because it means a lot! Sometimes we just read words on paper instead of advice in writing form. Read the question and think about it. Does it make more sense now?

Another point I am trying to make is that when your family and friends love you your fire burns slower. But if your family mistreats you and your friends make fun of you then how will you ever get through life alone?

Suicide is stupid. You wanna know what else is stupid? Hurting someone so emotionally, that they think suicide is the only answer. It's not. Kids just want the power of being popular. Well you know what? If being popular is more important than a person's life, then kids need some better parenting.