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Chapter Ten~ Never Let You Fall

---Ryan POV---

"Hey sit" I said and pulled a chair for Felix. He looked awestrucked but slowly sat down. I turned off the main light and turned on some small ones on the wall which along with the candles made a beautiful atmosphere.

A beautiful atmosphere...

A ... romantic atmosphere

No, I wasn't planning on making it that way.

My  heart though, couldn't stop beating faster and faster as I sat opposite to him. We awkwardly started drinking and eating not talking, but soon - and thanks to the alcohol- we broke the awkward silence.

"The food is really good, Ryan. You're quite a skilled chef huh?" Felix praised me. Thanks God it was too dark for him to detect my blush.

"Thanks Felix" I replied, finishing my second slice of pizza - and third glass of wine.

"Hey it's the least I can say after letting you do all this"

"It's the least I can do after breaking the mirror and causing you so much trouble"

He gave me a comforting smile.

"Never speak of that damn mirror again ok? And I'm the one who should apologise. I  caused you all this trouble today at the beach after all"

My heart skipped a beat.

"U-Um, it'ss r-really-y okay Felix, I-I mean-n we were just ... m-messin-ngg around .. like friends, y-you said it" I managed to say quietly even though it hurt me a lot.

"Ryan .. do you like guys?" Felix asked in a serious tone. I looked at him stunned.

Where did this come from out of the blue? What did he mean? What should I answer? Is he joking? Is he messing me with me?

" I-I'm not gay Felix"  I eventually answered.

"I didn't say you are. I asked you if you like boys. In a bisexual way ... you know ..."

What should I say?

If I said "yes" and he was totally straight, everything would be awkward because of the events in the beach and he might be mad me and sent me away.

If I say no, it would be a lie. And what if he is bi? I would lose every chance of ever being with him.

" I d-don't know" I whispered and stared awkwardly at my plate.

"Oh" he said and took a sip of his wine.

"Why do you ask?" I asked him

"Curiousity" he answered with a smirk and got up. He put the leftovers in the fridge.

"Hey let me do this" I changed the subject and got up to help him carry the dishes to the dishwasher. But as I was going to get up, I tripped over the chair. I let out a scream and shut my eyes closed, ready to collapse on the floor.

But I didn't.

I opened my eyes.

I was on Felix's arms, my head on his chest. My cheeks were literally on fire.

"I-I'm sorry, I-I'm so c-careless ... heheh .." I awkwardly stuttered like a complete idiot, mentally slapping myself.

Why was I such an idiot around him?

Suddenly, Felix cupped my face in his hands, forcing me to face him.

"It had been a long day Ryan. I think you should go to sleep." He whispered in a soft voice.