Jays Story: Still Under Construction

Jays Life

So my life started great, with a great family, until my sister was born a year later. Just kidding, Love you sis. My little bro was born a couple years later and that's when the family became complete. Since I was born, until around 3 years old, I would wear girly clothes because that's what my mother wanted. But when I had my first day of Pre-School I knew I hated girl clothes and my body. Throughout elementary school I dressed like a boy. Of course my mother thought it was a phase and still does. I was a boy in my mind, but my body otherwise a girl. Life was difficult.
In 6th grade I was that shy kid that no one liked and I would stay quite.
In 7th grade I started to figure out myself and that's when puberty hit, and it hit me hard.
8th grade that's when it started going downhill. I realized I liked girls. As in liked liked. I thought it wasn't ok. I didn't tell any of my family so I told my closest friends and they were happy for me. That's when dating started and it felt normal.
In July of 2015 I cut my long hair and went to short. This is also when I started Vine and it changed my life forever. I posted one Musical.ly on my Vine and a bunch of people started to like and comment on it. That's when I fell in love with lip syncing. I've met so many people on Vine and most of them are my ibfs (internet best friends) they all understand me for me.
Summer was the best time of my life. I met the love of my life Sierra. But a lot happened after summer. The transition from middle school to high school was a little tough.
I had to ask my best friend (kiki) who went to a completely different school how to fit in. She told me " Just act normal, and be you." That's exactly what I did.
I remember on the first day of school in 5th period when I told my best buddy (chad) that a girl in our class was cute and I called dibs. It took me an entire month to build up the courage and talk to her and that same day I made the biggest mistake of my life. I broke up with Sierra, to get with a girl that I didn't even know if she would go out with me. I didnt know if she would date me or ditch me.
Sierra went into depression and I felt like a horrible person.
Me and that cute girl in my 5th period (mari) dated for 2 months and it didn't work out. I was still in love with Sierra. I couldn't let her go. I would talk to her everyday no matter what and my live grew stronger for her.
Sierra and I are together.
But she lives in Colorado and I love in Florida which is 2000 miles away.
I'm trying to raise money and do whatever I can to meet her one day.

So back to my life story.
I dont play baseball anymore, well not as much. My life right now is lip syncing. My friends aren't my friends they are my family. And I love them so much. I have so much planned for my life and I'll try to keep everyone updated but this is why this is called my life under construction

To Be Continued...