Help my friend's a Crossdresser!!

Chapter 3.....

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Okay. Where to start? I need, no I have to become stronger. But I'm not strong enough to do it alone. I need her help. I can't let any more sadness come to my life.

As the water from the shower runs down my face and soaks my body. I try to take deep breaths and relax. I can't start panicking again, I need to calm my nerves.

It's been so long since the last time I've set foot in the doors of our school. So the place is foreign to me.

It'll be like starting my first day all over again. I need to be strong. Not just for me , but for dad as well. He wouldn't want me to feel this way.

With that said and done, I turn off the shower and wrap myself up in my opinion, the most softest towel ever, and wall into my room to get changed.

I grab my body shop coconut moisturizing cream and rub it into my skin, cuz like who doesn't like soft skin?

I always like the feel of my moisturised skin sliding into trousers, I don't know why, does that seem weird?

Anyways I quickly get changed into my clothes, as I don't want to give mum any reason to attack me with one of her little schemes.
 
Running down the stairs, whilst trying not to slip over my own two feet is not the easiest thing to do. Especially when I have yet to have my daily dose of coffee. It's like asking someone to pin the tail on the donkey, whilst riding a unicorn blindfolded.

Well , to me it's like that anyway.

I ran towards my mum, who by the way was standing there in the hallway with coffee at hand.

"Serina you're going to be late, if you don't hurry up" she said whilst handing me my coffee in a throwaway cup.

So I guess I won't be eating breakfast this morning.
"Ok mum , but where's Anna?" I wasn't really paying attention to mums eyes. However if I had been, then I would have noticed the way that she couldn't look me straight in the eyes. And that is a clear indication that she lying or better yet, hiding something from me.

"Oh Yh Anna, she's busy this morning, but told me to tell you that she'll be in for first period."

"Okay, well..." Before I could even finish the sentence , mum had already grabbed my keys and shoved me out of the door.
"Guess I'm going on my own then" I mumble to myself , whilst fiddling with the keys in my hand.

The car journey to school was the easiest part of my whole morning, and so was the parking. It's the next part which is more difficult. I actually have to get out of the car and make it into school.

I guess I have to put my big girl panties on and I have to listen to Nike. I have to 'just do it'.

As I unlocked the car door, I took a deep breath and tried to regulate my breathing.

I look down at my phone to see if I've made it in time, because it seems a little too quiet out here.

"Crap I'm late" i shout whilst quickly grabbing my bag and locking the door.

As I'm in a rushed state to get to lesson, I don't have enough time to register that I've already achieved what I thought was impossible. I'm actually inside the school building and I haven't passed out... Yet.
Just as I reached the school's office, a new scence of confidence passes over me. Only one thought is resounding in my head.

"School, here I come"