Today was an awesome experience. My friend and i went to visit Emile van Lenen his piano business in Leiden. I showed my friend the beautiful Smith flör piano that was in there. I opened the piano and told him a little bit about my study and the piano itself. Then i played it for a little moment.
After lunch we went to see Derek Ogilvie in the stadsgehoorzaal in Leiden. It was amazing. The first half began okay and stopped at a climax. In the break i got contact with this young spirit boy. At first i thought hé was scared to come through. Because hé held back alot. But then i remembered that being scared to come through feels different so i ended up thinking hé was a little shy or nervous. It was quite hard to connect with him. But after a few minutes i finally happened to talk to him. Like i said. The connection was a little rusty. But what i clearly understood from him was that hé really wanted to talk to Derek. So i told him. "I know you can do it." And in the second half of the show. Derek said there was a young boy coming through. Even though i am not sure if it was the same boy. Because my concentration was a little rusty back then. But i immedietly thought of him somehow and i cheered inside for him the little boy.
After the show me and my friend stayed for a moment and waited in line to get a picture with Derek. Hé asked me for my name and my answer was: "I call myself Sam." Without him saying a word, i directly knew that hé knew about why i said what i said. After me and my friend had our pictures taken Derek told me: "good luck Sam." i said thank you. Have a nice day! at first i was thinking what hé meant with good luck. But i realized a little later what hé meant with good luck! I realized why hé said that. I have allmost no regrets of today. Exept for a little thing.
I know allready for quite along time that Derek can help me. That hé can help me with this strange house and yard. I wanted to ask him if hé could help me but right at the moment, When I stood next to him, i wanted to ask for help. I had the feeling that my eyes screamed help me. While my mouth said: Hi, nice to see you.
