I built up walls all my life,
Scared of what I would find
If I moved them aside.
I built these walls
Not to portray
But to make sure your disappointment was always astray.
I never believed in all my years
That my greatest fear was so near
I trusted you, and you portrayed
The monsters I had kept away.
I was scared of the wall
But after all it was my fear to fall
You made me what I am today.
The monster that scared me away.
When all along it was so clear
That you should of been my greatest fear.
I hide from you with all my tears
Because I no longer want you near
~dying inside~
