Worth It

01

This is it. Now I'm stuck in a hole, bullies surrounding me and yelling all my imperfections, geeky things, literally just every single thing they find dumb, ugly, and the worst about me. I wish I could just die, but I can't. How I wish this was all just a dream. The only thing I have is my.. well, there's lockers surrounding me and my bag. I'm sick of this. I'm sick of the bullies, I'm sick of the school, and 'I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING!'. Silence. Oh god.. Did I really just yell that out?! But.. somehow it stopped everyone. There was complete silence, and I was there... standing and feeling confused and terrified. I ran towards the door and started crying. I couldn't look behind now. My school knew me as the geeky, ugly, shy, Sabrina Carpenter. I was used to it, but this. They got me trapped for probably 15 minutes, and all I did was just stand there.. That was it. I cried and cried and sobbed thinking of this... this... the secret, the bullies, everything. I sprinted towards home and kept crying.

'Mom!' I cried out for help. My tears flushed in dozens and kept leaking.
'Omigod! Sab, honey what's wrong?!'
'Everything! Everything's wrong, mom!'
'Mom, it's getting worse, okay?! They just keep hurting me. I'm just so sick of it I can't!' I sobbed.
'Honey, it's okay! I promise you, it'll get better and better. Do you know what could make you feel better?'
'W-what..?'
'Waking up.'
'What?' I said in confusion.
'WAKE UP! SABBY COME ON! IT'S BEEN A YEAR, WAKE UP!!'
'Seriously, mom.. What are you talking about?!' I had no idea what's going on, what was happening.
'Sab.. Brini, please! WAKE UPPPP!!'

My eyes opened in an instant.
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Heyyy guys! It's me, the author aka Eryn. This chapter might be vvv short and confusing, but I swear there will be longer ones. I just needed to show you what was going on.. So that's it.
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-Eryn