Falling to hard

Prolougue

"Okay there's two things I don't do." I said holding up two fingers. "Chase after people, and take bullshit. And right now your giving me both."

"I know." He said.

I sucked in a breath and held it there for a moment before letting it go and continuing.

Nervously I continued "but- your you. And I'm me. And we're us. So it's different. And first the first time, I think I'm not only chasing you and taking your bullshit.
But I'm falling hard for you and waiting for you to choose what you want for us."

"I know." He said again.

"Good. Now I'm chasing for you and I'm asking you- I'm telling you to choose me. But this is new to me so I'm- I need- I have to go." And with that being the last word I left his opened front door and shut it behind me.

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"Harry. I'm doing my best here. I'm trying to stay strong but I can't. I can't stay strong because I'm sitting over there watching you ponder in your mind who you want and you have you hand-your beautiful hand- on you chin as you try to decide and I'm thinking, how is there this beautiful man in front of me. And he might not be mine. And I can't stand not knowing. So if your going to take so long and your going to make me wait and you aren't be able to know off the blink of an eye who you want. Then you obviously don't love me enough as I love you. So if you don't know and you can't decide, then choose her. Because I'm tired of waiting." I took a deep breath and looked at his face. It looked hurt and shocked and confused all at the same time.

"Trinity-"

"No. If your going to tell me that you love me the same and that you want to choose me then don't. If you didn't love her and you loved me more then why are you spending so much time deciding."

"Stop talking. I'm sorry." He said.

"You should be sorry." I crossed my arms.

"I am. Really believe me."

"Then choose. Me." I emphasized.