Our First Love (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

I'm Sapphire a normal 16 year old girl from England. Waist length brunette hair Bright blue eyes and a few curves here and there. I love the worlds biggest boy band ... One Direction especially the one and only Niall Horan.I used to be best friends with him before I moved to England and to be honest I dated him for a while but we decided to just be friends because it just didn't work out. Then the big audition came I hadn't seen him since then and now my whole life has crumbled around me.

FLASH BACK

****SAPPHIRE'S POV **** 

"Niall stop stop " I giggled while he pinned me to the floor tickling my sides until I almost wet myself. He finally stopped and lay down next to me .Niall is my best friend and has been for about 13 years we have been through everything together never separated until i told him the news that ripped out my heart as well as his .

I was moving to England in 2 weeks time, his beautiful crooked smile dropped to the floor and my heart fell to my feet.

****NIALL'S POV ***** 

"B..b..but you can't what about Sapph and Ni forever ?" I couldn't believe the words that just lefts Sapph's lips she is my whole life without her I would still be getting bullied and have a miserable life she changed my life around. when I was in pre school I got bullied for being the shortest kid there, but when Sapphire moved to my pre school something about her clicked with me and we became best of friends she stood up for me through out all of my school years up until now.

Tears ran down my face leaving trails of sadness behind them I engulfed Sapph into a giant hug as we both cried into each others necks, leaving massive stains on each others shirts. finally we broke apart from the hug. mascara has ran down her cheeks making her look like a cute pander, I rubbed the black trails away with my thumb while getting lost in her light blue 

gorgeous eyes.

I suddenly found my face inching closer to hers, so many things were running through my head, then the feeling of her plump pink lips connecting with mine over took my train of thought. our lips moulded together perfectly like two jigsaw pieces. Sparks lit up through out my hole entire body, her small delicate hand caressing my back only made me deepen the kiss.

We finally broke from the kiss to fill our lungs once again with oxygen.

****SAPPHIRES POV**** 

OMG I just kissed my best friend in the whole entire world.I can't believe I let myself do that.

"I..I...I'm sorry" he apologized .... oh he just melts my heart. he lights up my world he's my life,my voice and my reason to be. I got lost in my thoughts and got dragged back in to reality by Niall chuckling.

"what? " I whine was he laughing at me has my shirt risen up ...I dint know.

"you were staring at me for ages" Niall replied ...oh dear.

"oh yeah sorry about that ....I err was thinking" you say nervously, blushing slightly while looking down.

suddenly a large pair of hands had cupped my cheeks forcing me to look into his eyes... the gorgeous pools of ocean blue that occupied his perfect face. and once again we are kissing..... oh no I don't know if I can keep doing this.

after we finished kissing I got up gave Niall a hug and left with no words spoken. I exited Niall's house sat on his porch and cried. Of course I love him maybe a bit more than I should but I was leaving to live another life. I regained myself and walked off towards my car,I turned to look back at Niall's house to see him looking through the netted curtains at me, it broke my heart.I got into the car and began to drive listening to the radio singing along to the songs when I remembered Niall and mine's CD we recorded together, I put it in and listened to it tears slowly made their way to my chin.

****NIALL'S POV**** 

I can't believe it I kissed my best friend, found out she was leaving AND then she left crying... all in one day! I need her to stay here she's my life and has been since the day we met. and now she's leaving to live in England, the tears brimmed my eyes and threatened to spill out, I gave in I cried on the window sill as I looked out the window at my dainty best friend crying just as much as I was. We were meant to audition together for this years X Factor, but it now looks like I'm going to have to do it by my self, without Sapph I can't do it with out her I'm not good enough by myself.

I went and found out the X factor forms and picked up my phone and called Sapphire to tell her I'm crossing her out of the form as she won't be here to audition with me. it broke my heart every time I thought about her, her smile, her eyes and our memories.

I wondered over to the kitchen area still with tears running drown my face, I opened the refrigerator and grabbed a 6 pack of beer,its the only think I have at the moment to drown out my pain.

###TWO HOURS LATER (still Nialls POV)### 

I had just finished my 4th bottle of beer and now attempting to open my 5th but because I'm so drunk my eye sight is terribly blurred. How could I let her go this easy, I love her and I'm not ashamed or afraid of my feelings and emotions anymore. Its all my fault she isn't by my side right now. I am so mad at myself and at her.

I left my house not wearing a jacket or locking the door I stumbled down the side walk and round the country roads to get to her house. With out thinking about checking the time before leaving I have a feeling its late as all the lights are off in their house and its pitch black outside. Oblivious to my actions I climbed the trellis holding up the flowers to the side of the house , all the way up to Sapphire's window.I could see a dim light coming through here blinds and a sift crying because her window was slightly open, I pulled open her window slightly further and I fell in a gasp escaped her lips as a weak smile appeared in my face.I dragged my drunken body up off of the floor to see Saphs beautiful face with a few stray tears falling down her perfect cheeks.I felt an arm snap around my waist as I stumble around her room,I couldn't believe I let myself get this drunk. the next thing I know is that I'm running my mouth about how I feel about Sapphire straight to her face! "I love you so much I can let you go,you have made me who I am and I'm so lucky to have someone like you in my life".... that was it,that's how I ended my drunken heartfelt speech to the love of my life.

Sapphire's pov

"I love you so much I can let you go,you have made me who I am and I'm so lucky to have someone like you in my life"... then it turned silent between us, my best friend just told me that he loves me. So many things are running through my mind such as does he mean it he's to drunk, how did he get in my room,what will our parents say and most of all I think I love him to. Unfortunately I could tell he was drunk from the stench if beer coming from his clothes and breath, i guided him to my bed to sit him down and I grabbed the bin from the corner just in case he threw up. I just say there with my head on his chest letting this all sink in while he rubbed circles on my back. Could he really love me or is he just drunk and oblivious to what he's saying.