You were mine once

Love Chapter 23

Eyes tell story's. But I only see our story in yours. I could get lost in your eyes. They capture me, draw me in to everything I have been trying to forget. I cant tell what they are trying to say, but its loud. Im in love with them. They remind me of the sky. Clear blue. So much beyond them but everyone only see's the blue. And so much damage can come from the sky. They kill people. Tear them apart. But once the clear blue returns, its all forgotten about. Your eyes kill. They killed me with poison.

Your lips memorized my mouth. They pulled out my heart and left me with butterflies. Fluttering even when we were apart. Your lips could pull me anywhere after you. They whispered "follow me, you'll see." And I did just that. Id follow you across the universe. Id show you the universe for your smile and your lips to fall on mine again. But my lips are poison. I kissed another guy and now he is poisoned while I was poisoning you. My lips aren't the truth cause I will lie for your sun to keep shinning.

Is this how it works? Its takes one time to be poisoned. You are sick for months. And the only way to feel less sick is spreading the poison. You know the fate, you know what you are doing. Its quite selfish but it pains me to feel. The poison suffocates you. You are to busy trying to deal with the sickness, you will try anything to feel better. So I spread it. "I love you," needs to be said to be poisoned. Thats all it takes. Thats how i did it. I crushed an innocent soul to turn their eyes dark. Their lips forever remembering mine.

Once I was with a guy who was also poisoned as I. We both were looking for the escape from our poisoners. And for a few hours we had. But we knew it was never anything. We needed to forget for a few hours. We needed someone who wouldn't inflict pain. It worked.

Maybe some thing can cure. Drugs? No they make you wonder to much on where you went wrong. Alcohol? God only know that alcohol bring the tears right out of me. Pushing me back further than ever. A person? Never. They will betray you. They all have. They always will. Your poisoner? I don't know, ask mine.

Thats why I will never hurt you. I made a promise I could never get near you. You are so pure. You have so much more in life than my sorrows. You have always been the prettiest flower in the garden. You understand the beauty of life. Like the night sky with music with us staring with our backs against the earth. Its silence that shows your rose essence of life. But once I tear you from the warm soil, you cant go back. I would only enjoy your beauty till I found another flower to pick to poison. You are the rose nested in weeds that I long to dig out. And weather ill forever be waiting for you, or I leave you be, I wont ever forget your enlightening presence. Even if you may be my cure, I could never.

Love is quite the poison. Innocents draws it in. Experience draw in the innocents that draws in the poison. Which leads all breaks hearts. But following the dark eyes and brainwashing lips exposes a new feeling that doesn't ever leave your mind. Just come follow me and ill show you.